And I wonder why I tear myself down
To be built back up again
Oh I hope somehow, I'll wake up young again
All that's left of myself
Holes in my false confidence
And now I lay myself down
And hope I wake up young again
Hope I wake up young again
-False Confidence

Harry woke up again. This time with a nightmare too. Zayn woke due to the trashing on the bed just to see , Harry shivering and mumbling something incoherent in his sleep. He was covered in sweat .

Zayn immediately moved closer to him ,shaking him awake. Harry looked at Zayn with wide frightened eyes , his curls matted on his sweat covered forehead ,covering his small face.

"Zayn...t-they.." Harry sobbed as he let go on himself on Zayn. It was as if he was trying to hide inside Zayn.

"You are safe,babe. You are safe. Its all good. " Zayn whispered as he gathered Harry's shivering frail frame in his arms.

Zayn kept mumbling sweet nothings into Harry's ears until he calmed down. After a few minutes when Zayn was sure Harry was calm enough,he pulled away from the hug. 

He looked at Harry ,as Harry looked lost and confused. He was looking at Zayn with bloodshot , red teary eyes. Zayn tried to pull away from Harry , Harry was still burning up. He had to bring some food and towels to wipe off the sweat .

But Harry thought ,Zayn was leaving him.  So he immediately fisted Zayn's shirt , shaking his head , "please. Please. Don't go. " Harry almost begged and Zayn's heart cracked a little at the sight.

"I'm not going anywhere. I'm here. Let me just bring you something to eat. " Zayn said as he tried to pull away again.

But Harry Hugged him tight , "I -I don't want food. Please just stay. Stay." Harry's voice cracked and Zayn was sure he would break down crying again . So sighed and hugged Harry back.

After a moment ,Zayn took out his phone and Called Trisha. Asking her to bring food and towels to the room.

In a few minutes ,Anne and Trisha were in the room. Taking care of Harry. And even though Zayn had nothing to do there. He just stood there until Harry was fed properly. Trisha gave Harry some fever relievers and Soon enough Harry was dozing off again.

Zayn tucked Harry is properly , assuring both Anne and Trisha that he would take care of him ,and that they can leave the room.

Zayn sat on the bed beside Harry , Looking at his pale face. The emotions that he thought ,he had buried deep in his heart were rising again. He kept on changing the wet towel on Harry's forehead until he was sure that the fever had reduced to a great amount.

Then he took out his phone and Called Jonathan ,to discuss about the working of the company. After 2 hours long conversation ,Zayn finally sighed in relief. He laid down on the bed hoping to take a quick nap but well...Harry started trashing just then.

Zayn woke Harry up ,calmed him down until Harry was asleep again.

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3 weeks later

Harry was a lot better now , Slowly bug surely he was recovering . He started sharing his nightmares with Zayn .

And it helped.

They did gave Harry sleeping pills for a few days ,just to make sure his sleeping schedule was managed. They made sure he got sleep at night and in day the whole Malik and Styles Family would talk ,or play games, spend their time on beach or would watch movies. Mrs. Mathew's Son Jack had taken a special interest in Harry.

He would always flirt with Harry and he was hilarious. Which worked in his benefit. Everyone took a liking in him immediately except Zayn.

He didn't liked the fact that Jack would flirt with Harry every chance he got or that he could make Harry laugh and smile so easily .

Zayn was there with Harry ,either carrying him around to the beach ,or helping him walk. He was always there for Harry when he woke up with nightmares ,to soothe him back to sleep. But still he didn't liked the time when Jack and Harry would have these Whispering conversation between a movie or when Jack would sit beside Harry . Cause It was Zayn's place right ? How can he sit beside Harry ?

It was slowly taking a toll on Zayn too. He was too busy in taking care of Harry in day and working on the presentation's and other things about the company. Even though Jonathan was running the company ,Jonathan wasn't a businessman. He was just like the puppet. Doing the thing as Zayn told him too.

Right now Zayn and Harry were alone in the room , Harry's nightmares have remarkably reduced. Anne and Trisha were in the kitchen preparing lunch , While Saffa and Jack were probably messing around and Yaser was in library again.

In the morning Jack had came to pick up Harry , and they both disappeared for 3 hours. When they came back Harry was all smiley and Shy.

Jack dropped Harry on the doorstep with a kiss and Harry blushed red. Since then Zayn had this itch in his chest. He wanted to know what they were Upto.

He tried to calm himself down ,trying to concentrate on his laptop but Harry was walking around the room with a smile on his face and Zayn liked Harry's smile.

Oh God, he loves Harry's smile and his deep dimples but he knew this smile was due to Jack and it didn't settled well to him.

These past weeks ,unknowingly he fell deeper in love with Harry. Even though he wouldn't accept it but somewhere deep down He knew it.

So it wasn't a surprise when he finally asked ," Where were you ?"

Harry looked at Zayn before shrugging his shoulder a little ,"you know ,with Jake."

"What were you both doing? " Zayn asked . Standing up. His work long forgotten .

"Nothing. It's none of your business." Harry replied. Even though he and Zayn were on civil terms. Harry's hadn't completely forgiven Zayn. He still held him responsible for everything happening to him.

"You are living in my house. On my island. And messing around with the caretaker of my house. It is my business." Zayn hissed.

Harry looked at Zayn with disbelief in his eyes. " Just because I'm living in your house. Doesn't mean I'm your property. I didn't asked you to bring me here ! You did it. "

"And you are making me regret it !" Zayn exclaimed.

"Of course. You regret it. I thought you have changed but I was wrong. You are the same old heartless control freak . Jake is a lot better than you !" Harry raised his voice and the mention of Jake ticked something off in Zayn.

He stalked towards Harry immediately , pushing him into a wall.

"What did you say?"

"Jake is a lot better than you. He makes me smile and laugh. He knows how to express his emotions. What about you ? Do you even have emotions ? You didn't even cried when our daughter died !! Do you even realize it was all because of you !! You killed her !!"  Harry didn't meant what he said. If was all his anger but it was too late to take his words back.

Cause before he could even say sorry ,or take his words back . Zayn was running out of the room ,slamming the door on his way.