So let me just give up
So let me just let go
If this isn't good for me
Well I don't wanna know
Let me just stop trying
Let me just stop fighting
I don't want your good advice
Or reasons why I'm alright
You don't know what it's like
Yeah, you don't know what it's like
-You don't know

"Look ,Mr. Irwin. I don't want to fight nor do I want to argue.  Let's think what is better for Harry. He will probably heal faster there." Zayn tried politely cause honestly he was too tired to fight right now . But he knew Ashton was stubborn so he was shocked when Ashton nodded his head and said ," okay. You can take him there but I'll come too."

"You can't!!" Zayn exclaimed.

Ashton Can't come. Cause his family is there too and he can't risk it . Ashton can't know about them.

Ashton raised his eyebrow and smirked.

"So much of energy all of the sudden? Why can't I come ? Are you hiding something from me ? What is there on the island? " he asked .

Zayn took a deep breath ,his mind running to find a good excuse.

"I'm not hiding anything.  I just don't want Harry to overwhelm now. And the media is already on our neck to know about what is happening. It's a good thing that we are working on this project together and that gave me a cover up to stay at your house these 3 months. But now if we go to this Island together they will find a way to spy on us there too. And it won't be good for anyone. So it's better if you stay here so they don't get much suspicious ." Zayn said in one breath.

Ashton was thinking about what Zayn said when Zayn patted his shoulder and walked towards Harry's room.

Zayn made his way to Harry's room . When he reached there . Harry was still sitting on the bed with same blank look. He was staring at nothing.

Zayn made his way to the bed and sat on the chair beside it. He waited for a moment as he looked at Harry.

His face looked pale and tired. Harry had lost weight due to being in Coma :as he just survived on the liquids that were inserted in his body.

"Hey." Zayn said but Harry didn't even acknowledge him.

"Harreh ?" Zayn tried again but Harry didn't even moved a little.

"Your mother will be here soon. and then we are moving to my private island . You can spend your time there with everyone and it will help." Zayn said in a gentle voice.

Harry was still sitting like that and Zayn didn't knew what to do. Luckily the Dr. Patil came in at that time .

He smiled at Zayn before checking Harry . He asked Harry a few questions but Harry didn't replied them.

When Dr. Patil was done checking him. He stepped back and jolted something in the file he was carrying around.

" Everything seems fine. But you should eat and rest a lot Mr. Styles. I'll send someone with some food . Eat it and then you can take rest." Dr. Patil said and Harry was again unresponsive . Zayn and Dr. Patil gave each other a small nod before Dr. Patil walked out.

Zayn sat on the chair again and they both sat in silence.

"Do you want to hear a story ?" Zayn nervously asked. He didn't know why he was nervous,neither did he know why he was willing to tell Harry a story.

But he remembered the time when Harry was shot in his shoulder.

"Comfortable silence is so overrated."

"Comfortable silence is so overrated, isn't it ?" Zayn started but Harry didn't said anything back. "I was 6 years old when I got  sick. My dad took me to the hospital and I was terrified of the needles at that time. "

Zayn looked up at Harry to see his reaction but there was none.

" I told him that he should protect me from needles and he promised me he would. But when the doctor checked me ,he told my father that if they inject me with the medicine now it would work faster and would be better. So my father agreed and told me sit on the bed while he fights with the doctor to protect me from needles . I was so happy . but then a nurse came and...yeah. I was so angry. I started crying but she did her job."

Zayn stopped again to look at Harry. Hoping to find a bit of life in his face . A bit of emotion but there was nothing.

Nonetheless he continued.

" my father came few minutes later and picked me up. My arm was hurting due to the needle and I kept crying and trashing around. He tried to calm me down but I wouldn't. He said he will take me to get an ice cream but I didn't stopped. He did found a Small Ice cream truck and took me there but I kept trashing and screaming that 'you aren't my dad. Leave me. I want my mommy.' "Zayn laughed at the memory. " The ice cream truck owner refused to give my father ice cream cause he thought my dad was a kidnapper. My dad caught up on it and snapped at him "I'm his father ! Give me the damn ice cream."

Zayn chuckled and looked at Harry again But he was same like before.

Zayn sighed and was about to continue the story when the nurse walked in with the food. Zayn helped her place the tray and bowl of soup on Harry's bed.

"I'll come to collect the bowl in few minutes." She kindly informed as she went away.

Zayn waited for a few minutes for Harry to eat but he didn't. Shouldn't he be hungry? He hasn't eaten anything for 3 months for God's sake.

"Harreh, do you need help ?" Zayn asked but Harry stayed quite.

Zayn slowly got up and went towards Harry . He took a spoonful of spoon and blew the air to cool it down before bringing it close to Harry. " Here . " Zayn urged.

"You should eat. If you want to get better."

Zayn kept the spoon near Harry's lips for a few more moments but Harry didn't opened his lips nor did he move.

Zayn placed the spoon back down and Sighed.

"Do you need anything else ? Maybe something like cupcake? A Blueberry cupcake? You like it, right? I'll bring one. Sue the hospital food. " Zayn said and was about to go out to buy the cupcake when Harry said.

"Why are you doing this ?"

Zayn's head snapped at Harry's voice . Harry's voice was dry and barely audible.

"Huh?" Zayn asked confused.

" Don't you have any comments about my acting now ? Don't you want to doubt me now ? Stop this. I don't want your fake pity . Who is watching us ? Are there cameras is the room ? Is it your mom ? Or you dad ? Who is it ?" Harry glared at Zayn.

"Harreh ,it's not like that. " Zayn said ,he was taken aback by Harry's sudden outbrust. "I trust you. I'm so-" Zayn started but Harry was quicker.

"It's it too late to trust me ? There is nothing left now. You don't even know what I went through.. Just because.." Harry covered his mouth as a sob escaped his lips. Zayn tried to move closer but Harry raised his hands "Just because you locked Me in that room ,I tried to call you when those men came to get me , but you weren't there. Why? Cause you didn't trusted me !!"

"Harreh ,calm down." Zayn said as Harry started breathing heavily and gasping for air. " I know how you feel. Just calm down."

"You don't know how I feel !! You don't know how it feel to lose a child !!Cause you are nothing but a piece of stone !! With no emotions and feelings !! Get out !! " Harry wheezed. He couldn't breath and his chest was starting to ache.

Zayn couldn't say anything back. It was like he was slapped hard .  He just let the nurses push him out of the room as Dr. Patil rushed in to check Harry.

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The Story Zayn said is a true story. It happened with my father and me when I was 7 .

I got the ice cream even though I was sick . lmao.