The older I get the more that I see
My parents aren't heroes, they're just like me
And loving is hard, it don't always work
You just try your best not to get hurt
I used to be mad but now I know
Sometimes it's better to let someone go
It just hadn't hit me yet
The older I get

-Older

"He will be both emotionally and physically drained so treat him with utmost care. Try not to pressurise him. He is going to be absolutely fine. He is Asleep right now and may wake up soon. You have to bring him to the hospital tomorrow though, for some basic tests to make sure everything is fine. If he asks for water then you can give it him. Feed him something light ,like soup .You can call me if you have any questions. " the Doctor instructed with a small smile. Zayn and 5sos gave a nod with a similar smile in return.

It was obvious that all of them were Happy that Harry was finally out of the Coma. Once the Doctor left 5sos immediately entered Harry's room ,while Zayn just stood there not knowing what to do.

Zayn sighed ,looking at the open door. He wanted to go in but be suddenly was afraid to face Harry. Even though he spent the last 3 months, talking with Harry for hours. He didn't knew how to face him now ,now that Harry was awake.

Will he blame Zayn ? Will he be angry ? Sad ? Mad at Zayn ?

So instead of going inside the room ,Zayn walked towards his room. He called Trisha first.

"Sonshine ? " Trisha's motherly voice filtered through the phone.

"Harry is awake. " that's the first thing Zayn could come up with.

Oh my Gawd,that's great ! Is he fine ? I need to talk with him. Are you with him ? " Trisha said in an excited voice dripping with Happiness .

"He is resting right now. I - " Zayn wanted to ask the question running through his head but he didn't knew how to.

"What's the matter sonshine ? Aren't you Happy?" Trisha Asked.

"I am. I am." Zayn quickly defended ,he was Happy. "I just don't know ,how to face him." Zayn sighed.

There was long pause and Zayn thought Trisha might have hung up the phone until he heard a sigh similar to his.

"You can't back away now, he will need you. You have been with him through these months when he was not conscious, supporting him. Now you have to be there when he conscious to show him that you are there. He will need someone to lean on. Someone who can understand about the pain he feels ,the pain of losing your child and you are the only one who can understand it . So be strong for him , You both have to stay together for each other." Trisha softly fed her words in Zayn's brain.

Zayn nodded his head , before realising Trisha couldn't see him. He whispered a yes and ended the call ,promising Trisha to Call her soon.

The next person Zayn called was Anne.

"Hello ?" The deep but frail voice of Anne came through the phone.

"Ma'am ,Harry is absolutely fine now. I will make arrangements as soon as possible so you can see him. " Zayn said.

"Really? When ? Where is he ? Can I talk with him now ?" Anne rasped and Zayn was sure she was crying.

"He is Asleep right now. You can prepare yourself, I'll make the arrangements ,so you can personally see him. " Zayn wanted Anne to meet Harry. He knew these 3 months were really hard for her and she had the right to meet him.

"Okay. Yeah. Thank you."

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Zayn found himself beside Harry's bed again few hours later. He hadn't woken up yet and Zayn took the responsibility to watch over him so 5 sos could take some rest.

They didn't wanted to leave Harry alone knowing he will be awake any time soon.

Zayn was zoned out staring at Harry's face ,when he felt the slight movements of Harry's fingers in his hand.

"Harreh ?" Zayn tightened his hold on Harry's hand . Zayn touched Harry's cheek a little ,Hoping for him to open his eyes but Harry didn't.

Instead his face scrunched as if he was in pain and he started mumbling something .

"Harreh ?" Zayn tried again ,Patting Harry's cheek lightly .

But Harry's movements just got more frantic until he was shaking and Squirming in bed ,now screams leaving his mouth.

His voice was dry and his cried pitiful. Zayn tried to shake him awake but it wasn't working. Soon 5 sos was rushing in the room ,their face showing horrific expression at the scene in front of them.

" Harreh !! HARREH !! WAKE UP !!" Zayn finally yelled pulling Harry Harry's petite shaking frame up in his arms ,Tears were streaming down Harry's face and he sobbed and screamed his lungs out .

After a few more minutes of shaking and yelling ,Harry finally opened his eyes but his body was still shivering like a leaf .

"Harreh. " Zayn unsurely asked ,as Harry looked around him from a second before he started struggling in Zayn's hold.

"Leave me ,please just leave me. Please. Please don't kill ,please don't kill my baby. Please. " Harry sobbed as he tried to free himself from Zayn's hold but failing miserably as his body was still weak and tired.

"Harreh it's me . it's Zayn. You are fine. You are safe. " Zayn tried to comfort Harry but he kept struggling to get out of Zayn's hold , a loop of incoherent words leaving his mouth.

Harry then suddenly went limp , losing his conscious again as his weak body wasn't strong enough .

Zayn moved Harry a little, to get a look of his face. Harry's head lolled back and Zayn carefully held it ,lying Harry back down on the bed.

Harry's face was red ,wet with sweat and tears ,his curls sticking on his forehead . He looked so broken and fragile,Zayn gently moved the hair sticking on Harry's forehead. His eyes getting filled with tears.

He looked up to see 5sos looking at Harry with the same expression of pity and shock.

"I'll call the doctor. " Ashton mumbled ,Quickly wiping his tears as he walked out of the room.
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I know for some people losing an unborn child is not a big deal. And it might seem to them that Harry and Zayn are overreacting but it's not like that.

In the next chapter I'll write about what Happened after Harry was kidnapped and I hope it will give you an insight of why losing that baby was such a big deal for Harry.

As for Zayn ,he has his past . which will be revealed soon too.

I can't explain someone how it feels to lose a child but it's hard for sure. And it's something that you never forget.