If one more person at this party asked me for some drugs
I'mma give him a hug
And say you're doing too much
Why we all in a rush?
Why can't we have some fun?
Think we really in touch? Ha
And didn't you read up on what happened to Mac Miller?
These painkillers numbing the wrong feelings
And nowadays the hospital drug dealing
It's never what it seems when the stream's more fulfilling
-Offline

"Mrs. Styles,while you were unconscious we discussed with the doctor about moving Harry's body to Cheshire. We are sending him in a few minutes,and then we will make arrangements for you to reach there too. "Jonathan said as Zayn just stood there beside him.

Zayn's mind was a chaos ,he didn't even know how to react. and looking at Anne just made him feel more guilty. It was his fault, he shouldn't have been so careless.

"I want to see him."Anne said and Jonathan and Shawn exchanged a look,which went unnoticed by the others .

"I prefer you don't see him now. "Jonathan said and Anne stood up from the bed.

"Why ? I have the right to see my son the last time." Anne's voice cracked a little at the end.

"He isn't in the best shape. I don't think you'll want to remember him like that. Just picture him Happy and healthy with you.we don't want bad memories. Please. " Shawn said and Anne broke down again.

Shawn gave a tiny nod to Jonathan before Jonathan passed him an Envelope and Walked out of the room ,Zayn followed behind him.

"What was in the envelope?"Zayn asked. Jonathan was acting wierd. He wasn't even telling Zayn about anything.

"It was money. I think it's our responsibility to pay Anne now . So that she can live a comfortable life."Jonathan said and Zayn nodded his head.

"Yeah,make sure a big amount is deposited in her account every month. "Zayn said as Jonathan was leading him out of the hospital through back door .

"Why are we taking Harry's body to Cheshire? "Zayn asked . Jonathan didn't answered anything instead he was just walking fast while looking around.

"Jon ?" Zayn asked again and Jonathan looked at him .

"Huh ? What ?" He asked .

"Why are we taking Harry to Cheshire?" Zayn repeated .

"It was his birthplace. " Jonathan simply said before walking fast again.

Once they reached the car ,They quickly got in . As they drived out of the hospital Zayn could see the media crowding the front area.

"They know that he died. They now want to know why were you with him. Jonathan said .

"Take us to this hotel." Jonathan handed the driver a small card and Zayn looked at him ,Zayn was about to ask something when Jonathan shook his head a little.

Zayn understood and stayed quite.

Zayn didn't saw Harry too. Harry's bruised and battered body was not leaving his mind already.

Zayn was feeling a lot of emotions,but he didn't let his face show any of them.

When they reached the hotel room .
Jonathan immediately started looking around for something.

"What are you doing?" Zayn asked as Jonathan threw the flowers of each vase on the floor.

"Wait a second. " Jonathan said as he kept looking around 5 minutes later he sighed and sat on the bed.

"What are you up to ? " Zayn asked getting irritated by all this.

"Listen ,We have a flight in 2 hours so you better go freshen up and rest a little ." Jonathan simply said and Zayn huffed. His anger rising .

"We can go to Cheshire later. I don't want to go in the funeral. " Zayn said. He didn't wanted to see Anne and Harry's dead body. It would just make him more guilty.

"We are not going to Cheshire. We are going somewhere else. And I know you are confused but just trust me. Your clothes are in the bag. "Jonathan said as he walked out of the room.

Zayn looked at his hoodie and Sweatpants covered in Harry's blood before quickly walking in the washroom. He had remove these clothes.

Zayn took a quick shower before Changing in his new clothes. He sat on the bed for sometime but he couldn't sleep. He was tired. But he just couldn't close his eyes.

After sometime he decided to turn on the T.V. He switched the channels until he reached to a news channel.

They were showing a footage of a body being carried out of the hospital in an Ambulance. The headlines said that it was Harry's body.Zayn could see the brown curls peeking out of the white sheet that was covering the body.

Zayn turned off the T.V before throwing the remote away. The guilt was overpowering him.

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Few minutes later Jonathan entered the room with a tray of food .

Zayn gave him a side look before looking away.

"Zayn eat this. It's 3 am and I'm sure you haven't eaten anything all day." Jonathan said as he moved towards the bed.

"I'm not hungry. " Zayn replied. There was this weight on his chest and stomach. It was so heavy and consuming.

"We don't have time for this Zayn. Okay just drink this juice. I won't ask you to take anything else." Jonathan said as he tried to give Zayn a glass of orange Juice.

"I don't want it." Zayn whispered again .

"Zayn just drink it and let's get over it. " Jonathan was getting frustrated and Zayn didn't understand why he was getting so worked up about feeding Zayn the juice

Zayn looked at Jonathan before taking the glass and drinking the whole glass in one go. Before slamming the glass back in the tray .

He looked at Jonathan who gave him a smile. Zayn raised his eyebrow confused .

"Wh-" Zayn started but suddenly his head was spinning. Zayn tried to shake it off but his limbs felt heavy and eyes heavier .

He felt himself falling down ,darkness concealing his consciousness . The last thing he heard was a distant sorry and a sigh.

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lulu-mine, you said you won't believe Harry died until you see the dead body.

So now what do you think ?👀