You probably think we're so tight
I really hate you sometimes
I hope you live your best life
Or you can watch me live mine
You probably think it's alright
I really hate you sometimes
I'm done pretending we're fine
You don't even see me offline
-Offline

It's been exactly 2 hours and 36 minutes since they Reached the hospital. Zayn was back to his composed emotionless mode. He did cried for 15 minutes but then he was able to control his tears .

"Mr. Malik."

Zayn snapped his neck quickly towards the direction of the voice . He stood up and ran towards the doctor.

"What ? Is he fine ? " Zayn asked.

"I think we should sit and talk about this ,it's a lot to take." The doctor said and Zayn just nodded his head .

The doctor led him to an empty ward ,gesturing Zayn to sit on the Couch in the corner.

"We couldn't save the baby. I'm really sorry for your loss ," the doctor saidand Zayn closed his eyes to hold the tears back. He was prepared for it. He knew it from the moment he saw Harry like that and if he wasn't sure than his doubts were proven right when he saw Jonathan tying the shirt around the gun wound.

He knew it ,Trisha knew it. And he thought  he was prepared to hear it but he wasn't.  He will never be.

"Mr. Malik, I'm sorry but I think you should know something.  " the doctor said and Zayn quickly wiped his tear before looking at the doctor.

"Most of the blows and hits were on his torso and abdomen. He was shot twice ,one time in his leg the other one in his stomach. There were many cuts on his body ,which I assume were done with some sharp object. We patched him up ,we stopped the internal bleeding, and took out the bullets. But -" the doctor stopped and Zayn looked at him asking him to continue.

"Um..His head in pretty damaged too. He already lost a lot of blood and his body has already gone through a lot,I don't think it's right time to operate on his head but we don't have a choice ,we have to do it."

"What do you want to  say?  " zayn asked

"There are just 25% chances of his survival. You have to sign these papers. According to them the hospital won't be liable if anything happens to his during the operation. " the doctor said as he pulled out some papers from his coat.

"So wait . You mean that something could happen to him ?? And all you are worried about is about if the hospital is not liable about it ." Zayn snapped .

"Listen-" the doctor started but Zayn was quicker than him.

"No. You listen. I'm going to take him to some good hospital where he can get better doctors and treatment!!" Zayn seethed.

"It won't work. He is not in the condition to be moved . You-" the doctor tried to Calm Zayn down but he was having none of it. They couldn't save the baby and now they are not even going to save Harry.

Zayn was about to punch the doctor when Jonathan walked in pulling Zayn immediately away from the doctor.

"Zayn . Calm down. It's not the time. " Jonathan said and Zayn sighed before sitting on the couch.

"I'll sign those papers and I have something to discuss with you. Let's go." Jonathan said to the doctor leading him out of the room.

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"Harry's mom and friend are here. Do you think I should let them in?  They are outside like the others . " Jonathan asked Zayn.

Zayn thought about it for a second before nodding his head. Harry's family had the right to be here.

Jonathan gave him a small pat on shoulder before walking toward the elevator. Where 2 guards were standing.  They could not stop the elevator facility because the other patient mind need it ,so they situated 2 gaurds there to stop anyone from entering the floor.

After the doctor situation, Zayn had to talk with the police officers. He told them everything ,giving them the numbers too.

Zayn heard a sob and then he saw a hysterical Anne and Shawn walking towards him.

"Where is he ? He is fine right ?" Anne immediately asked and Zayn didn't knew how to reply. He didn't wanted to give her the false hope but he didn't had the courage to tell her the truth too.

"He will be fine. His operation is going on. " Zayn said . Choosing his words carefully. Anne nodded her head but her tears didn't stopped ,Shawn gave him a small nod before he went back to comforting Anne.

Zayn stood there for sometime before he couldn't control his urge to smoke. He decided to find some empty ward with a window.

He walked towards the wards but stopped when he heards some noises coming from the room ,he stopped and heard closely.

"You will do as i say. I'm paying you for it " It was Jonathan.

"But - I can't it's against the rules." Someome said and Zayn immediately opened the door to see Jonathan holding a doctor on gun point.

"What's going on here." He asked.

"Um..uh..nothing . " Jonathan said before glaring at the doctor,"You do as I say. Or -" he said pushing the gun in Doctor's neck.

The doctor quickly nodded his head  and Jonathan let him go. He scuried away from him before running out of the ward.

"Don't worry about it. You can smoke here. There's a window there." Jonathan said as he rushed out of the room too.

Zayn found it suspicious but let it go.

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It's been 4 hours and there were still no news of Harry. Anne had finally calmed down and now all of them were sitting on those hospital chairs waiting for the Operation to end.

They all stood up immediately when They saw a doctor walking towards them, Zayn recognised he was the same doctor that Jonathan had on gunpoint.

"He is alright? "Anne asked ,she looked vulnerable and fragile and Zayn knew how she must be feeling.

The doctor sighed ,"I'm really sorry . We couldn't save him. I'm really sory for your loss." He said as Anne fell down on the floor unconscious.