I might be anyone
A lone fool out in the sun
Your heartbeat of solid gold
I love you, you'll never know

When the daylight comes you feel so cold,
You know
I'm too afraid of my heart to let you go

-Under Control

Harry and the bodyguards reached the hospital and Harry just wanted to cry. He had to take it out. He was tired of controlling his tears. He just sold his baby. Fuck.

How could he do that ? He feels ashamed. He is such a bad parent. His hand is on his stomach since he walked out of the office. He starts walking towards his mother's room but then the bodyguard stops him.

"Not that way, sir. "

"But that's the way to her room." Harry says but the Bodyguard shakes his head.

"No Sir, she has been moved to a more comfortable and private room on Mr. Malik's request. This way. "

The bodyguard leads Harry to the elevator and presses the button of 3 floor. When they reach there he leads Harry to the room.

Harry doesn't enters . He just stands outside the door. He wants to tell the bodyguard go leave him alone with his mother but he doubts they will listen.

"Sir. We will be waiting here outside. " the bodyguard says and opens the door a little and Harry sighs in relief.

Giving a small smile to the Bodyguard as a thank you he moves inside the room. The room is bigger. There is a couch and table at a corner of the room ,another door which Harry assumes should be the washroom, A T.V which is on and Anne is watching some Cooking show on it.

Anne's face lightens up when she looks at Harry. Harry smiles a little and walks closer ,hugging her.

And Soon as he feels the familiar warmth surround him ,he feels overwhelmed again.

"Where were you ? Shawn and I were so worried about you !!" Anne pulls away from the hug and Looks at Harry with the stern motherly angry look.

"Um..I...I was busy. Sorry. " Harry says but Anne gives him a look saying she doesn't believes him.

"What are you hiding young man ? And why am I moved here . This room looks more expensive and My doctor has changed. The new doctor visited Me in the morning and told me the surgery will be in 2 days. What's all this about ?" Anne asks and Harry sits beside her on the bed.

"Don't worry. It's all due to My boss's help. Um...I told him about you and he offered me to help you. What are you watching ?" Harry lied partially  and tried to change the topic.

"Your boss ? Well that's very kind of him but How will we pay bac-" Harry shushed his mother. He knew she was getting worried.

"It's kind of a loan. He'll take his money back within 9  months from my salary. I just have to work hard. And that's why I'm going to Paris today. I'll be there for 13-14 days. I'm sorry I can't be here during the surgery . But Shawn will be here. " Harry said and Anne kissed his forehead.

"Don't be sorry. I'm so proud of you. You have grown up so much. I'm sure now that you'll be such a good father to your child." Anne smiled and Harry's stomach twisted. He isn't going to be a good father. He already sold his baby.

"Harry ?" Anne brought Harry out of his thoughts.

"Yeah. Umm..I gotta leave. I have some packing to do. Love you. Take care. " Harry said and kissed his mother's forehead and cheek before walking out. He couldn't. He just wanted to bury this guilt. It was clawing his chest.

As soon as he walked out the bodyguards were by his side. He didn't said anything just kept Walking with them.

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Harry was waiting at Zayn's Mansion for him to come back. After he met Anne ,the bodyguards took him to his apartment. He didn't knew how they knew the address but he didn't asked. After taking his important things he was back here in the mansion.

He had written a long text to Shawn explaining him what he explained to Anne leaving the part of Contract. He just told Shawn that he got his job back.

It was around 6 but Zayn was still not here. Harry just sat there quiet as 2 bodyguards stood beside him. It was annoying to be very honest.

They were always watching his every move. It was frustrating . He was feeling so emotional but he didn't wanted to cry .

"Sir. "

Harry looked up to see his bodyguard staring at him.

"Mr. Malik is in the car outside. We have to go. " he said and Harry nodded his head. He tried to pick his small bag which contained his laptop and few clothes and toiletries but the Bodyguard took it before him.

Harry sighed. The bodyguards didn't even let him Harry little weight. And guess why ?

Mr. Malik's order !!

He walked out of the mansion his bodyguard behind him. There was a Black Jaguar standing in front of the door. He could see Zayn sitting in the driver's  seat.

The bodyguard opened the passenger side door for Harry and Harry climed in.

He expected Zayn to drive when the door closed but he didn't.

"Seat belt. " Zayn said after a few minutes in a bored tone and Harry realized he hadn't wore his seatbelt.

As soon as he wore his seatbelt ,Zayn started the car.

10 minutes into the drive Zayn said ,

"Never forget go wear the seatbelt. It's really important for the Baby's safety. I can't tolerate your careless behavior when it can Harm my child. "

"I'm sorry. There is lot on my mind right now. I forgot." Harry hissed. He was already emotional and Zayn calling his careless wasn't helping.

"Then you should not forgot it. And you don't have any work to do. You just have to sit ,eat and Sleep. Then how can you be stressed. But whatever it is forget it . stress is not good for the Child." Zayn said and Harry just wanted to Smack Zayn's head on the steering wheel.

Does he even feel something? He almost threatened Harry and forced him to sell his baby and Now he is behaving like a total Jerk.

How will he spend 9 months with an emotion less person?