OK
I know, y'all non-existent readers, it's a little late.
Well, ya know, I do have some updates. INCLUDING TEA

SO

I had this really weird texting conversation with Miles and he played "the victim card" and was like "why are yOu bEinG sO mEaN, IM gONnA gO cRy"
I was being really really nice to him, and was tryna explain to him that I would have been fine if he had JUST TALKED TO ME
But instead he talked behind my back :/
Soooo yeah
And my best friend, emilia,  who I thought I could trust, is taking Myles' side.

What.

She thinks that Myles has valid points, and now she is being super distant, and she's being passive aggressive.
She is(was) literally the only thing keeping me alive.

Been really depressed lately.
OH
THAT REMINDS ME!
she told me that i "shouldn't self-diagnose my depression."
right. because I can't tell if I want to die or not.
brain? Don't know her.
Like,,,
That's just really hurtful. Depression sucks. The fact that she's assuming I'm lying, she said so in dms
With another person, HURTS. Fake friend? Maybe. :(
Anyways, I'm having really sucidal thoughts right now.
I'm good tho. I swear, MARINA and drawing are the only things worth living for.
And wattpad.
Love you all ❤️
Peace out ✌🏻
Stay safe!