I hate when all I can do is stand there and watch you in pain. I just hate standing there, feeling useless... I always get told things last. I hate seeing you hurt. I hate knowing you feel alone. I hate seeing tears in your eyes. I hate just standing there when you want to cry.

I hate seeing you with anger in your eyes. I hate hearing that deep, stern, and loud voice... It scares me. It... It worries me. I hate standing there, just listening to that voice. I hate standing there, biting my tongue so I don't argue. I've only heard that voice once... and I hate it.

It's worse than being deprived of ice. It's more painful than being stabbed. It's more horrifying than my own death. I hate just standing there while you're both in pain.