I'm failing at being a friend.
I'm failing at being a daughter.
I'm failing at being a student.
I'm failing at being a sister.
I'm failing at being a girl.
I'm failing at being healthy.
I'm failing at being there for someone.
I'm failing at talking.
I'm failing at marching.
I'm failing at sleeping.
I'm failing at eating.
I'm failing at being nice.

I hate failing at doing any of these things. I can't keep my friends comfortable around me. I can't make my mother happy. I can't keep my grades up. I can't keep my siblings close. I can't do anything a girl can. I can't lose all of this fat. I can't be there for anyone... I can't talk without screwing up. I can't march because of my hip. I can't sleep. I can't eat. I can't be nice.