Rose....

I was looking at the decorations... it was pretty... it was like a dream wedding... a pole in the center and a cute white cloth hanging on the pole... it was a beach wedding... everything was done in their beach house... Rohan took me here once or twice... but those were best days of my life.... I was watching everything silently... my heart was bleeding yet i was silently watching Rohan in the diaz....

Suddenly from no where Veer popped up and clapped.... the lights went off and then i noticed it was dance time... i was reluctant but my Sylvester is in no mood to leave me... sighing i took his hand... the song was slow...

Veer held me a bit close and husked saying Sakshi is looking great right ?? He asked me... i gave him one fake glare and then slapped his arms and danced with him... he twisted me then to other guy and then finally i landed in Rohan's hands... 

Even though i love him now a days i am getting angry on him.... i want to leave him this instant i was looking for Veer but he was busy with Sakshi and she is busy blushing... you are so dead Veer... 

So you dont want to dance with me Rossy ?? He was asking.... yes i said without even thinking... his hold was lost... Veer pulled me with himself and Sakshi was also there... all were gasping looking at us... but these 2 were least bothered... neither their parents... i donno why but Veer's mom and dad has flied down to India... I was still in the thought but i can feel i was twisted... and when i came back i was in Veer's embrace....

I excused myself and went to the lawn... I need some air... i want some me for sometime... Rohan followed me... I am loosing my temper.... the mere thought of he is never gonna be mine was killing me but I feel like something big is gonna happen and Rohan will need me... This was the feel which i was having from the day i stepped into India and day by day the feel was getting stronger... why is that so ?? 

I saw him and he was looking at me like a puppy... even though he was my love i should not forget it was my heart which beats his name not his... i have no right to get angry on him but still i was angry with him... No rose you have no right to be angry with him... Pls dont loose your temper...

Just this night then tomorrow night i have the flight to catch... i just will vanish in air... just this day...

I felt a warm hands over my shoulder... i knew Rohan is trying to pacify me... i still matter to him.. fine let me be his friend... thinking so i willingly turned... 

Rossy... he spoke... i saw his eyes... they were carrying pain... i am sorry saying so he hugged me tight.... he mumbled sorries in my ears...i was dumbstruck..

The embrace which i longed for these many years... the embrace which i thought i would never get it and the embrace i always wanted to be in... i got that finally but the sad part was that this will be my final embrace from him...

I was shocked to respond... a lone tear escaped from my eyes and traveled through my cheeks.. i just wanna be in this forever.. i want the time to stop...i want my heart to stop...i just want the world to stop... just this moment...i will cherish it forever and ever....i closed my eyes.. the warmth was soothing my bleeding heart... this was like i finally found my solace... my everything...

Suddenly i was pulled away.. when i found who that was it was Veer.. what have i done.. realisation struck me hard now.. how can i do this ?? How can i make my feelings to win me... the next thing was Rohan was in the floor and Veer holding my wrist tight... 

I warned you to stay away from her... How dare you hug her ?? He was about to punch him even more hard... but i held Veer so that he stops that... 

If you can hug my girlfriend then i can hug your girlfriend.. why is that paining for you to see me hugging her.. is she engaged to you ?? then stay away from her.... i was pained... i saw Rohan... was i just worthy only for that ?? he went into the venue.. no more insults... 

Let's start from here Veer i said... not before i complete what i started saying so he held my hand and we too entered the venue...

I was silently watching what was happening... Veer never left my hand... I saw Rohan and when ever he saw me his eyes shouted hatred and anger... it did not affect me at all... i was watching all silently... Veer who was holding my hand left me and said will be back soon and tonight we are leaving... i was shocked... what is he talking ??

I saw the descending Veer... what is he upto ?? what is gonna happen now... when the girl was asked to come Sakshi came and then i saw Veer dressing in an elite Sharvani with extra design even more fashionable than Rohan's.... 

I went near the dias and saw Veer... he winked at me with a smile and he said Mr.Rohan Riazada thank you for the rituals get up its me who should be near my Sakshi.... 

I saw Rohan... he was equally shocked the way i was... he saw me then Veer.... i saw all to the disbelief.... what is happening ??

What is this Veer ?? I asked... Didn't i tell you tweety i have my ways to make things done...

There was a sudden commotion... Finally sakshi broke the silence and said yes it was all fake... i suffered a lot when he moved back in the engagement time... 

Rohan saw me... i gulped hard... it was my call which made him do this... i saw Rohan and he said i was confused and i said it was not your mistake but mine....

Yes that is the reason for me saying i want to marry Veer not you... He takes clear decision rather than you who makes everything in a dilemma... i decided that minute i will not marry you...

Rohan....

I was confused and i said it was not your mistake but mine....

Yes that is the reason for me saying i want to marry Veer not you... He takes clear decision rather than you who is makes everything in a dilemma... i decided that minute i will not marry you...

What is wrong with her ?? Sakshi why are doing this now... dont you know that i love you so much ?? I asked... Yes i know you love me but i know i dont now... you were my love back then but not anymore... every word of hers was like dagger into my heart... I saw Rose she was shedding tears looking at me... she still cared about me... i am lucky for that... 

My dad and her dad were arguing... no use no use any more... it is all done... it's not gonna happen again... the dream i saw was shattered... the life which i dremt with sakshi a small family a happy family everything is broken into pieces.... i walked out aimlessly and sat on the sand when i heard the high pitched music which denoted they got married... i cried hard... it was paining in my heart... I thought Rose and Veer were in love... never thought Sakshi would be doing this to me.... 

I crashed and cried.... today my everything is lost lost totally... i felt a hand over my shoulder... i turned and saw and found Rose standing with teary eyes... she still thinks i never knew her feel.... she thinks she never spoke those words to me.... I held her hand.... 

Rohan i never knew this is coming... had this is what about to happen i wouldn't have come to India... I held her hand made her sit next to me... so finally this is the truth of who stays and who leaves... i left her for my love for sakshi... she stepped aside to give me my space when i was in need of some hold she held my hand... i cried... today i was not feeling ashamed of the fact that i am a man... it is hurting me hard and i wanted to let go off all... she was rubbing my back to ease my pain... why should she be this kind to me ??

Let me go Rose.... just leave me... 

Rohan please listen to me pls... she was begging at me...

Rohan pls Rohan please drink some water Rohan... pls.... she was saying inbetween her hiccups... I did as i was told... we spoke nothing but she sat next to me but her hiccups were audible... here have this i gave the water bottle... she smiled a little and i smiled back for that... she gulped and then slowly she held my hand and nodded and left my hand... from no where i asked her will you be with me or even will you leave me ?? 

Before she could say me something veer pulled her to himself and said stay away from her always.... saying so he pulled her and she saw me.... her eyes never leaving me... but i can say she left me....

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Tadaa bunny back to business.... i can swear that i have messed up with the update.... sorry for that... pls bear me for this chapter.. so finally the most awaited chapter have come....

How is their life gonna be... what is gonna happen to them ?? Will Rose and Rohan meet again or is there is some other plan which the destiny has planned... well nothing issure for now... lets enjoy the evening with the wedding of Veer and Sakshi... i hope this update is bit lengthy... lengthy hai na ?? So paint the star and also share your views... happy Friday.... love you all... bear hugs muhhhhaaaaaa

Xoxo...