Rose...

I was looking at the old photos of my school days... all were with Rohan... well to the fact only with Rohan... He was the only one who was with me... my only friend... i was always bullied by my classmates coz of my appearance... they all were hating me that i was looking like a nerd... but i wanted to play games... drive a bike... scream on the midnight on a full moon day... 

Rohan became my bench mate to the fact my project mate when we were in my 10th grade... he always showed me all the love which i lost... no one was there the way he was... the pampering the affection the care he showed no one ever did that...

Rohan ; rose what is ur wish...i saw him with a widened eyes.... how can i say all those to him....

Ummm nothing rohan... i said but he caught me...

Rose u trust me right...he asked...i nodded... so say me...what is ur wish ?? He asked...

U should not laugh... he nodded....

Rohan i want to go on a bike drive... and exactly 12 in the night i want one ice cream... in between the trees i want to make a hanging and sleep there... want a tree house... and enjoy the sun rise and sunset in the beach... and like this many... i said and i saw rohan rolling on the floor and laughing hard...

This is it... thats all u want rossy ?? God u r seriously a cute little kid... he said and pulled my cheeks... i slapped his hand and pouted...

Ok dear now come saying so he pulled me...

Where ??

Shushhh come u trust me right then come with me... saying so he pulled me...

We came to his bike and he hopped in by wearing his helmet and asked me to sit behind... i was nervous... never sat on a bike... i know to ride a cycle but bike was like a dream to me... mom always drives a car so bike was my desire obsession to ride...
He pulled me and made me sit behind him... i was shivering when he gently squeezed my hand and said trust me... i trusted him... we started and he was so dead slow.

Rohan a bit faster pls...i said....

Anything rossy.... saying so he raised the speed... i gasped and hugged him tight then he screamed rose open ur eyes.... i slowly opened and saw... that was a different experience.... the tress were running behind us fastly and the air was soo chill....

Stand up and scream... he shouted... i nodded and slowly stood with the help of holding his shoulder.... i was damn nervous but rohan made me to do that.... i did that and slowly i gained confidence and left one hand and the other hand was over his shoulder....

Wooooooooo i screamed and laughed..... rohan best day ever i said.... enjoy he said back.... i removed my hair band and waved my head and my free hair were dancing to the tunes of the wind that was blowing....

We halted after an hour ride and i was smiling all wide... i hugged and said always be with me rohan pls.... he said i will always be with u rose...

We went back and he left for his house and i was not able to sleep because of the ride... was smiling all wide and finally slept thinking only of my rohan....

It was the summer vacation... he mostly had friends coz he was always with me and I was with him soi knew his full details...his family his little sister every one...

He called me around 11 in the night...

Rose.. Rose.... he husked..i shushed it and slept... suddenly j was shaken...i gasped and woke and saw rohan in his night track pant and a grey t.shirt...

What are u doing here i screamed... he did not say anything but he just made a setup of my bed and pulled me out to the main door of my house.... mom was sleeping... so we tip toed and ran out but all the time he did not leave my wrist...

Rohan....shshsss he husked back...we started in the bike... he drove to an abandon place...i was scared... rohan read my expreasion and said rose dont worry it is my villa so u have nothing to worry...

I gave one thankful smile and we held our hands and started inside....it was not only a villa but a mini forest area... there was a cute hut... my eyes widened...

Is this... i was not able to complete... coz i was never had anything like this and rohan was there to fulfill all my wish even it is a small wish... that was the time i felt i want to be with him all the time in my life and spend all the days with him... it was an different experience...rohan made all my wish come true... i was enjoying my fullest... my school completed and we made sure that we both took same college to the fact same course... first and second year went all good then third year few months went the way we were slowly rohan started to avoid me... first i did not think that big then i felt alone empty... loneliness took over me...

Why is he avoiding me... need to speak to rohan...when i came to speak to him in the basket ball court...

I saw him going over his knees and with a flower in his hand and he was in front of my class mate sakshi... my eyes were wet... my heart broke into million pieces... he saw me with a smile and winked... i smiled back even when it was terribly paining...

I ran back home cried the whole night and then totally avoided rohan coz now for him in not a matter when he tried to speak to me i avoided him coz now i dont wanna be an unwanted baggage in his life...

When mom came up with the idea of london i was the one who said yes to it... i still remember those crying nights...every memory with my rohan... wish i did not feel the way i shouldn't have felt... i was a stupid thinking he loves me... no he never did and i realised my love when he proposed sakshi...

She was the one to him... i saw drop of water in the picture... was i crying... i gulped a full bottle of water and i called veer...he sounded good to the fact so much happy... at least let him be happy...

I closed the pictures when i got a call from rohan... he is talking to me frequently now a days... but i dont want any more heart ache... so i cancelled the call...

Rohan...

She cancelled the call... she never did that... why is she cancelling the call... i was thinking of my school life... it was always with rose.. she was my world at that time... my best friend... her happiness mattered to me... always...

always be with me rohan pls... she asked...i promisedher but once sakshi came into my life i totally forgot rose... i promised her that i will be with her... but i did not fulfill my promise...

Now a days speaking to rose mattered me much than speaking to sakshi... why i cant figure... sakahi was my love... my.life but rose is my everything since childhood... but then after sakshi came i did not think more of rose... but now why is my heart is carving to speak to rose than to sakshi... why ?? I wanted the answer for that...

I once again called rose... she picked up... a much if hesitant voice...

Rose umm i just wanna ask u that... did u eat ur lunch ?? I literally face palmed myself and spitted on my own face for my stupidity to the max...

Rohan look u r born rich but im not so i.have to work for my living...

Why is her normal words making my heart bleed...

I'm sorry sakshi... i said and i heard a smirk from her... why is that..

I mean I'm sorry rose...

Rohan just forget that u had a person by name rose coz it is always sakshi for u not rose... forget me and just leave in peace so that i dont have any further more heart aches... I'm done rohan...

Her words did not make any sense to me but she is terribly angry on me and why is saying me to forget her.. how can i forget her... she is my everything... her friendship still mattered to me...

Rose why are speaking like this ?? Aren't we friends ??

Rohan grow up and move on pls forget me... her voice breaking... was she crying why ?? Why is her breaking voice was breaking my heart... why is rose mattering me so much... why am i feeling like some one has pierced a cold knife straight into my heart so that i can have a slow and painful death... my eyes blurred for the first time i felt shattered so much pain.. i composed myself and said im sorry rose i guess i spoke in the wrong time to u... i just wanna say that u always mean so much to me... im sorry again... i cancelled the call and threw the phone... it broke into pieces... why is her hatred mattering to me so much...

Rose....

I was breaking my whole house... anger so much anger... i knew i broke rohan's heart but he has to leave me... i dont want him to speak to me...

I dont want his memory haunting me... i have to be strong only way is to.hurt him... his broken voice broke my heart but it is required... coz he will not speak to me again and i will never speak to him...

Im sorry rohan i have to do this else u will again leave me once sakshi comes to u and i have to suffer... im sorry rohan but i love u so much...

Just then i heard my calling bell's sound... i knew who it was... i made myself ok by wiping the tears and opened the main door and my eyes widened with the site infront of my eyes...

What is happening... am i dreaming or is it real ??

Tadaaa....bunny here... i seriously donno what i have typed... did not even do a prrof reading... just updating it... i wanted this update so i did it... love u all stay blessed and if u guys enjoyed it click vote and share me ur views and share this to ur friends as well stay blessed and always smile...