Hi, I have no friends because I have a tendency to piss people off and/or put people's needs above myself to a clearly unhealthy degree to the point where they're just like "whoa, you need to get a grip you toxic cunt" which ironically just makes me make anxious and paranoid that everyone I love will eventually abandon me because that'S WHERE MY LIFE IS HEADED RIGHT NOW.

So yeah, I've had to distract myself from going into panic mode multiple times today. Rip.

This is me.

And, uh, I edited it-

Cinnabar is one of the best gems.

I think I'm just gonna make a list of my favorite gems as the next chapter.
Expect that in like, 5 minutes or 2 hours depending on whether or not I finish it before of after the movie starts.