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Baekhyun's POV

Cyrus collapsed on my tiny frame as soon as he had his release. I struggled to breathe and pushing him off my body was an impossible task considering that I was at least a fifth of his weight.

He had always been selfish and inconsiderate. There was nothing I could do about it.

After a few minutes he stood up and I was more than thankful my lungs could work again, but before I could finally relax that idiotic beast slapped my ass and I hissed in pain. I wanted to tell him a chain of profanities but I held my tongue.

"That's a good boy," he said and even without facing him I knew he was smirking.

I knew better than to respond to him. There were consequences for every insult I threw and three years of the same treatment had taught me to keep my mouth shut.

I was thankful when I heard the door shut. Cyrus was not a cuddle person but once in a while he would stay longer in bed especially when he was up for another round.

I was more than thankful today's torture was over. He must have had a good day.

It was the same routine everyday. Cyrus would barge into my room and demand that I take care of his needs. I would be stubborn as usual and refuse which then leads him taking me by force.

I would scream and fight but he would always pin me down because I'm no match of his strength.

After that he would leave me ripped apart, bleeding and weak.

Then I would spend the rest of the day recovering until the next time he decided to take me again.

It's been 3 years of the same shit but I refuse to submit to him. I will never willingly give myself to him.

NEVER.

Cyrus has a collection of omegas. Something he likes to boast about like its the most normal thing in the world. Some of them come into my room once in a while to give me food and clean the room.

They advised me countless times to submit to Cyrus because anyone who had acted the way I was acting had been killed in the past. That drove me to act even more stubborn.

Can someone tell me. WHY THE HELL AM I STILL ALIVE?

I just want to die and be with my family again. This cannot be considered living.

Why won't he just kill me? Why is he keeping me alive?

Stupid over grown beast. If I had the strength I would rip his throat out. This never ending prison is a fate worse than death.

I was finally able to drag my weak body to the bathroom. A hot shower was good at washing any trace of him off my body but the horrible memories of every moment with him are imprinted in my mind.

I considered taking my own life but my wolf always stops me saying that if I kill myself it will also affect our mate who needs us in the future.

I always cry when I think of my real mate because I was obviously going to be rejected. Who would want a broken and overused mate like me. My mate deserves someone better than me.

I looked at my reflection in the mirror. I had lost a lot of weight and my ribs looked like they were about to rip through my skin.

My once sparkling eyes carried no emotion or spark of my former self.

I felt worthless and wanted nothing more than to cease to exist. But even though my life was at it worst there was one thing I would never do.

I will never submit to Cyrus no matter what hell he puts me through.

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What is going to happen to Baekhyun? Will Cyrus finally kill him or will Baekhyun give up and submit? Will Baekhyun ever be free? What do you think?

Edited: 10-09-18