I am y/n currently studying at the University of Seoul, majoring in criminal psychology. I have always been fascinated by this subject because it almost allows us to manipulate or sometimes predict someone's actions. Right now I am sitting in the auditorium waiting for our professor to come .its pretty unusual for our punctual professor Mr. Kim Namjoon to be late but I guess everyone has their first time. As I was minding my own business our professor who looked kind of worked out maybe he came from running a marathon. He entered in the hall his eyes kinda unsettling and not giving those normal calming and sincere vibes but I brushed off the unsettling feeling thinking it might be some small matter that can be later taken care of.

He cleared his throat becoming the centre of attention and glanced at all of us. He sighed and said" Sorry class I was a little late today so I will take a little bit of your free period if you have any let me check it though"

He rummaged through the papers on his desk finding a small piece of paper "Hmm..Well I think yes you have one so we can compensate the wasted time"

The whole class collectively groaned because it was the only free period we got this whole week but Mr Kim looked unfazed

"OK everyone let's start from where we left off yesterday Why do people tend to rape and why are some people guilty about murdering but not about raping? So does anyone have any idea of how human psychology works in this?..."

Well I was already getting bored in the class because I have already read several articles by famous psychologists from different universities and one of the main conclusions that I made was that the behaviour of a child is greatly affected by the environment he lives in and some of them trigger his already not so good mental state and when he grows up he might rape a person not only women so it is possible for a man to get raped too though in the society its not at all accepted for a man that the term raped is used instead the word raped is generally associated with Women.

Asia is the hub for crime against women. In a country like India, the Nirbhaya case shook the whole country. In Japan the case of a teenage girl surviving 2 months In hell she got repeatedly raped and was beaten up and then after she couldn't survive she was put in concrete. In countries like North Korea, it's very common for young women and girls to be a part of a sex racquet getting raped and human trafficking is very common it's just the world isn't aware of all of this stuff but it's not only in Asia crimes against women are numerically more than the crimes against men in the whole world because sometimes its culture that doesn't allow women to participate in activities or sometimes the women are scared of what the society will think. Even though some famous women like Malala Yousufzai

Or North Korean women who survived the assaults and came in front of the world - Yeonmi Park are some prominent names but the truth is that people who get raped even when it's not their fault get blamed only if they are women but if it's a man then the society will only say "you are a man and men don't cry" our society is divided sometimes I am a little awkward thinking some people say that the society is male dominated but their homes they do what their spouse says this is the case of both men and women.

Then this gives rise to toxic feminism and the so-called (a lot of times toxic) alpha male personality or sigma male personality which is portrayed in a very vague way in the movies.

I am gonna be honest I prefer clinical psychology more than criminal one because it deals with milder topics like OCD or Dyslexia and sometimes cute ones too like LSS or Autism but I wasn't able to choose because my parents forced me to be what I am right now and my future depends on what I am doing right now....

I mentally sighed and glanced at my partner DUH HE IS SO BORING but everyone in my class is B-O-R-I-N-G they don't even go "What are you doing?" I know that it sounds good but after some time you will go insane so I tried to become a little nosy but a child literally gave a written complaint to our principal somehow I managed to survive YAY but now I am still very very bored even though I am the topper of the class and I know that many people are jealous of my success it's a little too much

I mentally sighed again and tried focusing on the lecture. Sometimes I feel very lucky though because one of the most handsome and intelligent teachers teaches us but then I feel like duh he has a boyfriend.

Mr Kim glanced at me and then back at his book and then started teaching again but one word caught my attention 'PROJECT' Ugh.. same boring projects in which we have to write a detailed summary about different killers or criminals.

Mr Kim said, "OK so as you all will be having your holidays so this time the council has decided that this year instead of any essay or research paper about a criminal you all are given the task of writing a research paper about any living human who is suffering from any disorder like this but to keep it on a safer side make sure you choose some easier and more approachable disorders like OCD, LSS or Autism and I would like to have your projects submitted to me the first day you come back because this project will greatly affect your future especially you Y/n this time I won't accept any late submissions." I sighed and nodded "OK Mr Kim I won't do it this time."

He focused back on his book and started with the teaching again and this time I was sitting just like a cadaver not literally but I felt random numbness in my senses and I went with the flow....

After Mr.Kim's class was over I walked towards the cafeteria thinking about the project suddenly I bumped into someone "Oh I-I am so so sorry I didn't see you" I said bowing 90o and then looking up to see one of the most handsome face in the world. Plump lips, high cheekbones, beautiful eyes. His face must have been sculpted by the gods I am 100% sure about it you can't debate against it all you can do is agree he was wearing glasses that perfectly complimented his face.

His outfit was simple and sophisticated yet screamed RICH it was a light brown shirt with a dark brown overcoat cream-coloured trousers and brown loafers.

He looked at me and said "Oh no it's alright....... I also didn't see you "

I looked at him and he looked around as if he was searching for something or someone.

I hesitatingly asked "Are you looking for someone JIN?"

"Yeah, I was looking for NAMJOON.."

"He is in the psychology department go straight and then turn left"

"OK thanks, Y/n-ssi...but it should have been gay instead of straight"

I sighed Jin and his puns I shook my head and looked at him and I think he understood that I was trying to convey to him the message NOW GO!!

I walked into the cafeteria and found one of my well-known aunt their not a surprise because she teaches clinical psychology here and also owns a clinic a pretty well-known one I think she can help me find someone I can write about.

I started walking towards her and tapped her left shoulder she turned around and smiled widely. She always does. "Hello y/n-ah how are you?" she asked

" I am fine Lilly" Yeah she doesn't allow me to call her aunt but I guess it's because she looks so young even though I sometimes mistakenly call he unnie.

"do you need any help Y/n-ah?" she asked. I internally sighed knowing that she is one of the people who are good at reading me.

"I do but I think that we can talk about it somewhere else probably at your clinic.." I said

"OK I hope it isn't something too serious like you getting pregnant and not knowing who the father is or worse the child's father is my assistant" I widened my eyes hearing her words

"NO.... it's nothing like that it's something related to my studies" she sighed because I know that it's pretty hard for her to trust men. She has been cheated by many in the past but currently, she is dating her assistant and as far as I remember his name is JUNGKOOK...yeah I guess that's it.

After the university was over I walked towards my apartment it was a pretty luxurious one for a student like me but who cares I live alone and most people think that the reason I live here is because of my parents but no one knows me the best. I took a look at my phone and called a cab I would arrive in 35 minutes I know it's kinda late but okay for me. I quickly jumped into the shower and had a quick bath. I got dressed in an oversized hoodie that said "Don't try too hard its okay to lose sometimes" and some baggy pants I also took a small bag that contained a notebook a few pens some cash and pads for emergencies but I haven't had any till now. So, I guess I am lucky but I don't want to jinx it at all so sh!

After a few minutes, I saw the cab arriving. I sat in the car and told him the destination. The ride was silent and I glanced out of the window enjoying the serenity of Seoul. After I reached my destination I was about to walk out of the car when the uncle who was driving the car handed me out some toffees and said "best of luck".

Weird, but OK I guess?..

I walked into the clinic and was greeted by the receptionist who had a warm smile. "Hi! Dododok unnie how are you?"

"I'm fine y/n-ah It been pretty long since you last visited...you were OK right?" she asked

"yes Annie..just got caught up with some university work"

I answered, "By the way is Lilly free?"

Dododok Unnie looked at the computer screen and said "Well I think she is free right now but she has an appointment at 4."I glanced at my wrist watch it was 3 right now so I could go and meet her "Thank you unnie I will go in now.."

I smiled towards her and she returned the smile with the same warmth.

As I entered the room's door I found her smiling and lightly staring at her assistant.

I cleared my throat and they both looked at me I smiled towards them cheekily which made them blush profusely. Jungkook looked at Lilly and said "I will be outside and.. hi y/n" he said still a little flushed.

"I am fine thank you" I replied not being able to control my smile.

"oh..y/n have a seat dear...you had something to talk about. Right?" she said

"ah....that yes....um...well, we have got a project in which we have to interview and write about a person who has any mental disorder and you are a psychiatrist so I thought what's better than interviewing a person you know about?"

"Ah, now I understand so is there any particular- it's not the way I should say but- any preference?"

"no, I don't have any 'preferences'."

"Well, I recently met a person who has LSS and needs a caretaker I think you can talk to him..."

"Hmm I think I can do it... by the way what is his name?"

"It's Min Yoongi..."