I keep looking at my self ,thoughts racing
These is my cruel reality i keep facing
Is there anybody out there ,is there anybody out there who cares,if there is im unaware

I walk through a raining street
Looking at my feet,i feel like a piece of shit
I never been the social type
I lost my confidence through time
Been laughed at for being me
So i made a fake version of what you need it in me
I woke up to find my self crying
Its that really me?or just another fake me?

I keep looking at my self,thoughts racing
These it my cruel reality,i keep facing
Is there anybody out there,is there anybody out there who cares,if theres is im unaware

I look at  the sky finding some peace
I was born with a kind heart
It  lost pieces of love to make it empty
I have a wound that keeps on waking
The pain hurts but i can take it
I feel like nobody understands
If crying makes me weak
Im a coward from head to feet
Its funny i help people who are in pain
But who helps my me,im alone thats just me
I fell to depression,but i never touched a blade
Its not worth blood for people who dont care

I keep looking at my self,thoughts racing
This is my cruel reality i keep facing
Its there anybody out there,is there anybody out there who cares ,if there is im unaware

I fell inlove more than once
Being told im not worth in there life
I hate love,because everything besides it consumes my heart.
I hate love ,i never tasted what it feels to be loved
They say appearences dont matter
Thats a bunch lies scattered
I told my self more than once,
I will always be alone,
Do you hear my silent tone
I screamed to fuck the world
All because i been here
Hoping for somebody to help me
Knowing theres nobody out there

"is there anybody out there"
Just_Fake_Reality
By ivan
2016