Warning! This chapter is about attempted suicide, take caution.

So, I will get right to the point. I have once tried to commit suicide. I'm glad I didn't actually kill myself but at the time that's all I wanted to do. I didn't think I deserved all that I have and I thought that I wasn't worthy of living anymore. I snuck downstairs and grabbed a knife and put it up to my neck. I felt the cold metal pressed up against my skin and I thought about everything. My family, my friends, my pets, my teachers, everything. I thought about how devastated my parents would be when they found me dead on the kitchen floor. I just couldn't bear it. So I put the knife back and snuck back upstairs. I just couldn't do it. I couldn't bear to think of my parents finding me dead. It brought me to tears. My parents don't know that I almost killed myself. I never told them. I haven't told anyone. I felt so bad and I didn't want anyone to be sad because of me. I don't want to spread sadness. I want to spread joy and happiness so no one has to be sad. But killing myself wouldn't do any good. Please don't kill yourself. It won't make anything better. Think about all you have. And think about how your death would effect your friends and family. Take that into consideration. Please. Everyone has worth. Everyone means something. Everyone deserves life. That means you, your parents, your siblings, your pets, your teachers, your friends, that one annoying kid in your class, people you've never even met, your favorite band, your favorite YouTubers, EVERYONE! Commiting suicide isn't worth causing the people that love you sadness and dread. I cannot express this enough. DO NOT COMMIT SUICIDE! IT ISN'T WORTH IT! YOU ARE STRONG, YOU ARE KIND, YOU ARE AWESOME, YOU ARE NEEDED, YOU HAVE WORTH, YOU HAVE LOVE, YOU MATTER!