I feel like this post is true, and implies to almost everyone in some way. I know for me getting replaced in a friendship stunk because I had known them for years, and we were super close. At least I thought we were, but no, almost ALL the girls in my class kicked me out of the friend group. I don't know why. Maybe they didn't realize it. I do know that it made me wonder what I did wrong, I still do. If you have known people for years, and then all a sudden, they don't want you anymore, you are going to wonder what you did wrong. I honestly don't think I even did anything wrong, they just didn't have enough room for me.

Let me explain how it happened. In our classes there was only enough room for a certain amount of kids to sit. Before half the girls sat at one table, the other half at a different one. Then the groups merged together, only not everyone could sit together. Some people had to be left out. I was one of them. One of my friends were also left out a bit, but way less than I was. She couldn't do anything about it without getting kick out more. I tried to sit at the table some of them were sitting at, but either they saved to many sits, or they moved away from me because there wasn't enough room for all of them. That has to be one the worst feelings of it, having them move away from you. It's so horrible because it almost symbolizes that you don't matter to them, and they are leaving you. That year was one of the worst of my life.

I made up with all the people who abandoned me, but I decided that I'm not going to try to stick with the group anymore. I got left out, and if they want to try to do things with me, they have to prove it. I started the next year with a friend that I hung out with, and by the end I was hanging out with someone totally different.

I want to say thank you to my books for being there for me during this. Without you it would have been way worse. I also want to thank two friends. One is my best friend, she doesn't go to school with me, so she never abandoned me. I don't know if she knows this happened to me, but she was still a constant friend during it, and she is amazing. The other friend is a very close second to my best friend. I want to thank her for being a good friend after that. I feel bad that I wasn't friends with you for a long time because you are amazing and I missed a lot when you weren't a close friend.

I'm sorry if you read this, I feel bad about making this about me. I just want people to know that this stuff happens to so many people, and it's brushed over because other people have it worse. Yes others have it worse, that doesn't mean smaller things can't hurt as bad.