Painful Love
Have you ever love someone so bad that you can't help but think about that person, almost everyday, all the time.
Sometime you imagine yourself with them, being all sweet and loveydovey.
You keep having these delusional fantacies that are just surreal it makes you all warm and fuzzy inside, but there are times, you realized that you need to stop living in your fantasy.
Somehow, hearing yourself say that, feels like shit. You don't want to but you have to. Since, it is a love unfit for you but most of all, for them.
A love that never had a chance to begin with.
To fall, To get so enticed, To Love someone that bad knowing they couldn't be yours to begin with.
To love someone knowing your love wouldn't be returned, to get jealous even though you don't have the right too. When all you could do is watch them from afar, taking quick glances at them, and the worst of all is that.... the closest thing you'll ever get to be near them is by only looking at their photos. Their photos you have saved on your phone.
You could only hope to smile, hoping, and thinking, that one day they would love you too.
The most painful part of it all is to accept the reality, to accept it, to accept it with out having the slightest bit of chance to even be able to change it in the first place. That even though it is so frustratingly painful, incredibly painful , even if you try to deny reality, you could never get away with it, for thats just how it is.
That there would come a time that the one you love, would one day fall in love with someone and it wouldn't be you.
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