Recently, it's been hard to differentiate letting loose from losing myself.

I always tell myself I should embrace things that may make me a little uncomfortable, because it's good, to an extent, to be uncomfortable.

In doing this, I've also led myself to feel like I'm not myself anymore.

A great example is just how I interact with my friends. Sometimes, I feel like I'm playing a character that isn't like myself. I feel like I try to act like them to be more connected with them, but then I'm less like myself.

I don't know, maybe I'm overthinking everything.