Dear Diary

Am I crazy if I sometimes feel jealous of my bestfriend? Its not like I don't want to see her happy. Its just that I feel that she is better than me in every field. I sometimes feel neglected whenever we go out together and she gets all the attention.

Sometimes, I feel that few people befriend me just because they want a medium to get to her. I know I have a special place in her life but am I to be blamed for feeling alone whenever she is busy with her special someone..

I know if I voice all these thoughts in front of anyone, then it will result in me being judged. That is why diary, I am sharing all this with you only. Because I know you are the only friend, who will never judge me..

Good Night !!

A/N: Have you ever felt that your friend is much better than you? Or that people use you as a medium to reach your friend?