I went from updating three entries per day to disappearing for two months. But no worries. I'M BACK!

And if you're reading this, you're in for a dump of the past weeks' events >:)

Ok, so what happened? Well, for the past few weeks, I focused my online time on other platforms, and did a few animations on scratch. I also spent a lot of time roleplaying in a Warrior Cats Roleplay called Generations, which is really awesome (It's on Scratch, BTW)

Link:

(If you can't copy paste, just look up "Generations WCRP")

https://scratch.mit.edu/studios/34224739/

It is pretty different from normal WCRPs, with a whole system of EXP. Also, you can only sign up as a kit from a litter.

I've already accidentally killed off one character lol. I'm on my second character now.

If you ever join (Which you most definitely should), my username is the same as my wattpad one, and I'm an EXP counter. (Casually flexes staff member position). Also, my current character is Fallenkit of Urchinclan.

As for my identity side, I have found out that the gender label I feel the most comfortable with is:

Demigirl.

I know, I went in a ginormous loop, but, hey, we all do that sometimes, right?

I will be using she/fae/they/it pronouns from now on.

Ok, so, on the alterhuman side, I went through a stage where I kind of attempted to reject my alterhumanity.

It was the result of a combination of traumatic memories, losing connection with my kintypes, and basically "Not feeling like myself anymore" There was this little voice at the back of my head saying "No, identifying as an animal is dumb and disgusting." It did not feel like my own voice, but nonetheless, I was affected by it. During that phase, I tried to distance myself from thinking that I'm an alterhuman in any way. But, after a while, I realized, what power does that little voice have to tell me to stop being me? It's like trying to tell the sun to stop shining.  Being alterhuman isn't a choice, sorry. Once you realize you're an alterhuman, you can't go back. You just can't. Sure, you may think it's "Bad" or "Cringe" but so what? It's not like I can change it. So, I decided to embrace my identity.

Anyway, I will (hopefully) update every day now, so stay tuned!