Okay, so I've been thinking. [This time it was good] I saw an army panplet, and I realized, I'm the only one who can join from my brothers and sister, I want to take that chance. When I turn 18 And graduate I'm joining the army, I'm living my brother's dream, I mean most people will tell me to do it for me, that do it if only I want to, and I do, I really want to join.

Follow in my dad's foot steps, if I fall in battle then I'll only protect my brothers and sisters who fight along my side.

But as I was saying, I am going to join just three years, heh, three years are going to go by so slow but I'm going.

I will miss everyone, I may not see anyone again, but I'm going to fulfill all whom I know and couldn't join dreams, I'm doing it.