A couple days ago I had no school, like I said.

Yesterday my conference xc meet got fucking cancelled.

Either we run Today or Saturday.

I have FUCKING PLANS, SCUSE ME DISTRICT.

I HAVE A LIFE FOR ONCE, AND YOU'RE TRYING TO INTERRUPT IT.

Friday night, I have a band gig to play on live tv on Komo news. Leave around 9:30pm, get back around 12:30am.

Got three basketball games Saturday morning.

Got the damn senior football game at 1pm. Bless that someone didn't fucking forfeit. Got homecoming.

FYI, five school teams have forfeited to play against us cause they're pussies.

This will literally be the last home game for me, and it's only been the 2nd one this year.

We should've had four home games boi, all y'all damn schools stop forfeiting cause you're damn scared.

Now, if I have a damn meet during Friday or Saturday, I'm fucking screwed.

You know, let's just not do anything.

The weather tomorrow isn't gonna be any different from today. Why cancel. Boi.

Anyways...

I had the usual xc practice on Wednesday, meet at upper field by 3 to warm the fuck up.

I'm scrubbing. Dressed in all black basketball sweats with my running gear underneath, my hair down cause who gives a shit.

Walk up there, almost practically ran off cause I didn't expect this shit at all.

There were two people from cross country, but there were another couple people hangin out with a lacrosse stick...

BOI.

Why did Ben have to be there.

Just fuck my life.

Why NGHB, why'd you have to be there.

God he kept looking over at me -_- especially when we were warming up and shit. I literally was just scrubbing hardcore.

At least one of use looked cute :3

I go on my run with one of my friends, and after about four miles we get back to school. Right when we're just entering the front, I see NGHB's car coming.

Hahaaaaaaa of course I looked down the whole way cause he was driving by right next to us.

He drove REAAALL SLOOOOWW, even for over a speed bump.

BOI.

Whatever. I hang around cause the band has to play at the volleyball game later that night, so I get myself some chocolate, Snapple & Teriyaki cause I'm starving AF.

So now I look just lazy AF. Black sweats, black band shirt, no makeup, all natural hair shoved up in a high lazy bun, way to GO.

It didn't help having a clarinet too.

When I'm walking in the gym, there's already a billion fans.

BAE was in the front row -_- I didn't even notice until I got to the top of the bleachers to my spot and looked down.

Heyyyyyyy that's a bit awkwaaaard.

During the game he kept taking a lot of glances in the back towards the band.

I just moved my stand so I couldn't see him -_-

I have a serious craving for dark chocolate right now...

Lol I just found out my meet was officially moved to a fucking MONDAY.

Ew. Any day OTHER than yesterday just sucks for me.

Bae isn't here today.

Yesterday he was here only for the first class of the day, theology.

Why the FUCK is he looking at me in that class. When the teacher made a joke about how only half the class was there, everyone just laughed and he & I made eye contact.

Ha, that was fun. I literally just chuckled and moved on.

I've been wearing my bitch face at school so people get the idea I'm not fucking around. Like, everyday I'll just wear a really good fitting basketball t-shirt, skinny jeans, nice shoes, my hair up in a high bun and a little bit more intense eyeliner.

That's actually been working. In the halls, I'll just have this insane bitch-look on my face super serious like, and people actually move out of my way. Especially freshman.

In class, I love it. I don't feel awkward cause I just think people don't wanna mess with me XD

Gotta do what I gotta do man, whatever works.

If I just look serious or have a straight face, people just get out of my way just like that. I love it 😂

When I'm with my friends, I'm just a dumbass goofball but anywhere else, BAM Y'ALL BETTER MOVE OR ELSE.

It's so funny how I can look really intimidating when I'm not. That's makeup for you *insert sassiness*

Today I'm wearing my sassy bun and makeup, black basketball warmup Nike dri-fit sweats, my Jordan's, I'm fresh AF today. I didn't have to ask anyone to move out of my way, it's literally the best thing.

I love being a senior. It's great.

Too bad bae ain't here. Oh well, Sorey, Lloyd, & Cress are the real baes.