God. I'm done.

Summer vacation is HERE.

WHAT TIME IS IT?!? SUMMER TIME!!

I'm allowed to say that cause our schools mascot is a wildcat and the colors are red, white and black. It's legit for everyone at our school XD

Dude, I'm literally sobbing. My right eye was watering today (again) and right when m mom picked me up I started crying cause of how relieved I was of the stress I was holding in.

I'm crying while I write this oh my god. The bottom of the eyeliner on my right eye is completely gone, so my wing looks super skinny compared to my left eye.

Andrei gave me a letter and some Reece's today, and I almost cried when I read it.

I didn't have an early final today but I still showed up early so I could study in campus ministry for about 1 1/2 hours, and when I read his note I almost flipping cried.

I'm like crying both of happiness and sadness. Happy cause I get a freaking break from stress, sad cause I'm leaving NGHB and all my friends.

I don't have that many friends that' I want to hang out with, but their school friends, not summer friends.

Today as usual I went to the cafeteria to meet Andrei, and I was wearing my favorite basketball shorts. I looked like a baller today. I wore my neon bright orange shorts that have an ombré fade to a darker neon orange at the bottom of the shorts, white nike basketball socks, white fake vans (lol got em from Target) and a basketball champion tournament white t-shirt with me I orange letters cause it matches. I straightened my hair for about ten minutes so it'd look decent enough.

The first time I wore basketball shorts to school ALL YEAR. I never got a chance to, but I rocked it today. I went out with a bang.

Today in the cafeteria was the last time I saw NGHB 😭😭 there was only three tables out, so Andrei and I stood chatting, then a few more people joined us like Vince.

Ben was with his friends, but he was sitting facing us. After a while, I was like "Do you still see him?" And Andrei looked over my shoulder since I was acing away from Ben, and he's like "Yup. He's standing up, took off his backpack. He's looking-he's looking over here! He keeps looking back."

Lol. I was just so on point today. It's okay though, yesterday I walked in with Kailee into the cafeteria through the other doors and Ben and I made eye-contact.

Makes me sad that I won't see him. Oh well.

I'll just text Gav.

I'm like, feeling bittersweet that school's out.

Ugh. I'm pretty much a senior...woah.

Hey guys, I did hella good on my Trig final. I'm so proud of myself, one of the reasons why I'm crying.