Ok so I knew my last crush was just an insomnia thing cause I don't like him anymore, but I have a new crush and if you don't know me in real life, you're not going to know him at all cause I've never mentioned him in the book before.

Anywhos

How was y'all day?

Mine was ok so far ig

Oh and I caught feelings for the new guy through my dream last night.

Here's how it went, we're gonna name him... Joshua

Ok so in the dream it was almost my birthday (it is in real life anyway)

And I was planning a birthday party and inviting my friends

Well Joshua comes up and asks what I'm doing

And I told him I was planning for my birthday party

And he goes "Oh my gosh I completely forgot to tell you but last year when I couldn't make it to your birthday party it was cause I was hanging out with someone that day and I didn't want to make you feel bad."

So I was like "Ok" and invited him

And so my birthday party was going to be right after this church youth thing which was happening soon.

So all my friends got there early to help me set up and I was talking to Joshua

And everyone starts putting up signs that say ship names with us on it

So I get embarrassed

But Joshua starts laughing and humors them by talking about us... Like if we were dating...

Then he winks at me

And then when I laugh he talks about us having a future together

AND THEN I WOKE UP AND FOUND OUT THAT I LIKE HIM

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA