TAE'S POV

I looked at the most beautiful girl that is walking on the aisle. Her white gown and veil, the flowers that she's holding and the loveliest smile is what she's wearing right now.

She stopped infront of me when she reached me.

"Tae," she's crying. I'm crying. This day is the perfect day for our day. No one could ruin it. "I-I am so sorry." She ran away from me and I was left dumbfounded.

"S-Sana?" I heard my voice crack. Slowly by slowly, I can't feel my legs anymore. The lower part of my body became numb and I can't feel it anymore.

I sat on the first bench inside the church and pleaded God to make Sana come back. I cried, prayed and cried again. I prayed over and over again.

I told her, hold me tight, Sana. Why did she let go of me?

And I felt cold rain pouring down on me and I could hear echoes.

"Wake up!"

"Wake up!"

"Wake up!"

The voice echoed. And then earthquake was next. The tiles were smashed and the different sculptures of saints fell down and broke.

"WAKE UP!" said by the voice, even louder.

"AAHHHHH!" I sit down on my bed and covered my head with my hands because the chandelier was about to fall on my spot.

"Tae!" I opened my eyes and saw Sana. She's holding both of my shoulders and is looking at me straight into my eyes.

I was just dreaming? Wait, scratch that. I just had a nightmare?!

I was shooked and just stared at somewhere before I could finally realize that it's just a bad dream.

"Are you okay?" Sana hugged me and looked at me again. I nodded.

I noticed that my bed is wet. I looked at Sana and she's holding a bucket. So she tried waking me up with the use of cold water? No wonder the rain poured heavily in my dream. And I guess she's shaking me earlier because there's an earthquake in my dream.

Ugh, Tae, you must be tired. You're dreaming. I said to myself.

"I'll get you breakfast." Sana smiled and kissed my cheek before going out.

*

"Hey, noona." I greeted my sister when she got home. She smiled back. "Have you eaten dinner?"

"Yeah, I did." She nodded. "With Yoon Jae."

"As in, Yoongi's brother?" I am shook.

"Yeah. You know, he's kind. I have a crush on him." She said while smiling. Oh no, this can't be!

"But he's dating Sungyeon noona already!" I told her.

Her eyebrows crossed, "Don't you know that they already stopped dating?"

"Why?"

"It's not because of me. Sungyeon got sick of Yoon Jae's attitude." She smirked. Where is my sister's brain? She seriously needs it right now.

"Don't you know that they could still work that out? They have been dating for years already, noona!"

"Yoon Jae insisted, Tae." She sighed. "And can't you just be happy for your noona's love life?"

"Love life? It's not considered as love life." She pouted and sat on the chair I have inside my room.

"I have something to tell you though." She told me. "Auntie is sick."

"What? Why?" I asked her.

"It's just simple kind of fever." She answered me. "Cousin Sijeon is taking care of her."

"I wish she'll get better soon." I said. "Noona."

"What?"

"Do you know that Sana will leave after graduation?" She froze. She looked at me with fear in her eyes.

"N-No," she shook her head. "W-Why? Why is she leaving?" I sat on my bed and shook my head.

"I-I don't know." I shrugged both of my shoulders. My heart is sinking whenever I bring this topic up.

"Tae..." she stood up and sat beside me.

"H-How can she leave me, noona? Does she love me?"

"She loves you so much, Tae. Sana loves you so much." She told me and wiped my tears.

"But... why would she leave me?" I asked her. "I love her so much, noona. I love Sana."

"Sana loves you back. You love each other so much." She said. "Can't you make her stay?"

"I'm against her dad. I can't fight with him. It'll only make things worse." I sighed deep. "I just can't accept the fact that I will lose my sweetest first love."

"You won't, Tae. She said that she will just leave. She never said that she will break up with you, right?" She has a point. Sana said that she will leave me, not break up with me. "How about a long distance relationship?"

"I can't do that." I said. "What if she would find a man that is better than me? Someone that will make her realize--"

"Don't you trust her?" I went silent. "Your doubts are eating the trust you have for her, Tae." She paused. "I'll let you think about it."

*

SANA'S POV

Tae's birthday is coming up. I want to surprise him with something. But then, he would always insist that he wants it simple. Although he wants to suprise me a grand surprise.

About his job, because it's Christmas break this week, he has to work every night. I told him to stop, but he kept on ignoring me. I don't want him to be sick again.

I figured out to have a nice dinner at my terrace for his birthday. A simple date isn't bad, right? Since he wants a simple thing.

But I want to buy him a gift. I don't know what kind of gift exactly. I just want to give him that. It will serve as a souvenir for him since I'll be going home--

My phone rang. It's my dad.

"Sana," it's dad's voice. "Sana, I have a good news."

"What is this good news?" I asked him. He would always call me and give me good news. A good news for him, but to me? Never. It will never be a good news for me.

"We're on our way now to your dorm. We'll go back to Japan now." I froze. I let my phone slip through my hands and tears fell from my eyes.

W-We'll go back now?

"Sana? Are you still there? Hold your excitement, princess." He chuckled. I took my phone.

"N-Now? Dad, could w-we s-still extend m--"

"No, no, no, princess. We already booked our flight for tonight. We gotta catch our plane. Oh, and also, we could celebrate Christmas and your birthday in Japan. We'll see you in a few. Love you, princess." And he ended the call.

A lot of things came up to my mind. My friends, my studies... especially Tae.

If he finds out about this, he will be broken. I wish he's here, but he's still in his work. I don't wanna leave him without him knowing. I will wait for him to get home first.

But if I ever leave him without him knowing, I will write a letter. I ripped a piece of paper in my notebook and took a pen. I wrote my message there before I fix my things.

After fixing my things and showering, I heard knocks on my door. These are my parents. I knew it.

I went to the door nervously and opened it. And there they are, smiling at me.

They hugged me as soon as I opened the door.

"Oh my gosh, sweetie, I'm so happy to see you again!" Mom said with glee.

"Y-Yeah, me too." I said and half-smiled.

I escaped from the hug and faked a smile at them.

"I see that you already fixed your things." Dad said and looked around my room. He took a picture frame. It's me and Tae's photo. "Where is your boyfriend?"

"W-Work." I told them.

"Oh," dad nodded his head slightly. "Oh well, we have to go now. We have to catch the plane."

"But, dad, I haven't paid the owner--"

"We already took care of everything. Even your school papers. Mr. Bang and Mr. Park said that you could continue your studies in Japan. They have a branch there. Suprisingly, it's in Osaka." Dad really is happy. I don't wanna ruin his mood.

He took my bags and said, "We will wait for you downstairs, princess. We love you." They kissed me on my cheeks before going out.

I looked around my room and smiled. This will be the last time that I will see my room.

This is a room full of our memories. We'd eat our dinner here, have cuddles and more. I didn't realize that I was already crying.

Before closing the room, I took the note. I closed it and shed a tear.

I went to Tae's room and opened it. Her sister isn't here. I placed a note on his bed and cried.

Tae... I hope you'd understand.

I love you.

Good bye, Tae.

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