TAE'S POV

Eight more days before Sana's birthday! I want to surprise her. I want to give her a ring. And I am on my way now to the mall to buy the ring. No, I will not propose to her or anything, but I want to give her that as a gift.

The jewelry shop was about to close, so I ran towards it. Fortunately, I reached it before it closes. I bought the most beautiful ring that I saw. It was the first ring that I saw, so I bought it.

"Thank you," I said to the cashier when she handed me my change. It's kind of stupid to buy a ring with my salary if I could buy more necessary things more than a ring, but no. For Sana? It will never be stupid.

And hey, I bought it with my own money, so it's alright.

I went to the dorm. I have the ring on my pocket. I won't give it to her until her birthday.

"Good evening, ahjumma." I greeted the caretaker and she just smiled back.

I went upstairs to go to Sana's room and knocked. I waited for her to open it and when she did, I asked her for dinner.

"Uh... Sana's not here." My eyebrows crossed. There is another girl.

"Well, will she come back? Do you know where she went?" I asked her.

She shook her head, "No. She moved to Japan already. I am the new boarder here. My name is Jisoo."

I suddenly can't understand things.

"Oh, t-thank you." Jisoo smiled and closed the door. I was left outside, tearing up. I went to my room and threw my bag somewhere.

Sana... why? Why didn't you say that you'll be moving away now?

Tears continued flowing on my cheeks. I didn't know that it'll be this hard.

Shit, Sana. This is so hard. How dare you leave me without me knowing?

Sana... come back, please. I beg you to come back to me.

I saw a paper on my bed. It's a paper from a notebook. It was ripped out of the notebook, I guess. It was folded in quarters, so I opened it.

It's a letter from Sana. And it made me cry more.

Kim Taehyung ♡

Tae, I am sorry that I wasn't able to say goodbye to you. Things happened unexpectedly. I didn't know that mom and dad would decide that we will go back now.

I am truthfully sorry for leaving you. I am sorry if I can't find the courage within me. I didn't risk to fight my parents. I was selfish, Tae. But honestly, I always think of you whenever this topic comes up. I would always worry for what will happen to you if I will go.

I ask for your forgiveness, Tae. Please, forgive me.

But after all of this, remember this three words: I love you. You are the only man that I will love. You are the only man that I will commit to. I will share my life with you, Tae. I will be back for you. I promise.

I love you to the moon and back, Kim Taehyung. I love you. Don't forget that because I will never forget it.

- Kim Sana ♡

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SANA'S POV

"Did you miss our home, sweetie?" Dad asked as soon as we entered our house. I almost forgot the smell and look of our old home.

"Kind of," I answered dad. He looks happy and so as mom. "Where's my room?"

"Oh, it's upstairs, honey. The first room that you will see is your room." Mom replied and I went upstairs. I entered my room and locked myself.

I miss Tae.

I want to see him so badly. I want to hug and kiss him. I want to go to him and spend a day with him. I want to be with Tae right now.

I took a blank white paper and wrote a letter for him. I will send this to the post office later. I hope this letter will be read.

I looked for an envelope and when I found one, I fixed it. The next thing I did was to fix my things.

When the time came that I have to arrange the picture frames, I teared up again. Seeing the photos of me and Tae being sweet hurts me.

I'm pretty sure that he's home right now. He must've found out that I left him. He must've been crying right now. For sure, he's mad at me. I hope he could read the note. I wish that he will understand my situation.

"Sana! Let's eat!" Mom said and I went downstairs. They prepared so many foods.

I smiled softly and ate with them.

It will take me days, weeks or even months before I could finally be comfortable with my stay here.

"Tomorrow is Monday. You'll have to go to school." Mom said as we eat.

"Is everything ready, then?" I asked her.

"Yeah. Are you excited?" I shrugged both of my shoulders.

"No, I am not really excited." I told them.

"I think you still can't adjust with the surroundings, right, sweetie?" Mom asked me and I just nodded in reply. "Okay, after eating, rest first and fix your things for school. Tomorrow's another day."

"Your mom's right, princess. Maybe you still can't adjust with the new environment. Tomorrow for sure will be your lucky day." Dad agreed. How do they know that tomorrow's my lucky day? Are they fortune tellers? How can they say that? They are the only ones that is happy for moving here. Nothing good will happen here in Japan without my friends and Tae.

I finished my meal early and I excused myself to bed. Mom even asked me if everything's okay. I told her not to worry. I don't wanna be in trouble. I have to be understanding.

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The next day, dad drove me to the school. When I first saw the school, I was kind of amazed by it since it looks like a smaller version of BYP University in Korea. Maybe I would not need a map even though it's my first time here.

"Here you go, princess. Be safe. I'll fetch you later. Love you." Dad kissed my cheek and I hopped off the car.

Okay, this is it.

New friends. New school. New life.

No Koreans, just Japanese people.

I sighed before walking. I roamed the place with my eyes. Even though it looks a lot like BYP-Korea, the inside of it is different. The admission office must be in the left building of the main lobby, but it wasn't. What I saw is the accounting office.

Now, I need a map.

I walked to the directory I saw. Good thing I could still understand and speak Japanese. I went to the room where they announce the students' room. I was about to walk towards that room when someone blocked my way.

"Are you Ms. Minatozaki?" An old lady, particularly in the mid 40's, asked me.

I nodded, "Yes."

She smiled. "Come, I will show you your room." I followed her.

Our house is kind of far from here although it's in Osaka. It's a thirty-minute drive from our house. I'm used to the five-minute walk from my dormitory to the school.

I am missing Korea again.

I spent almost half of my life there in Korea. Of course, I will miss it. The foods, the ambiance... everything! I wanna go back to Korea!

She knocked on the door and opened it. She signaled me to follow her and we both entered the room. All eyes are on me.

"Everyone, this is Ms. Minatozaki Sana. Transfer student from BYPU-Korea. Be good to her." I smiled at them, but I got no reply. "I will leave you here, Ms. Sana." I nodded.

"You may sit on the empty chair at the back. Beside Mr. Hasegawa." I nodded at the professor and did what he told me to do.

That Hasegawa guy isn't nice to me. He didn't even bother to say hi or something. If he's Tae, he would chat me--to the point that our teacher will get annoyed.

I really miss Tae.

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