So ayla are you happy now? Cause i am i happy i left because yall made me feel like shit! Oh and your probably like why did she do this? Well like at the words you've told like "I HATE YOU! I WISH  YOU WOULD DIE! WISH YOU WERE NEVER BORN!" And thats only from when we were younger. Okay like why would you tell me that shit and not think i'd kill myself. Okay im sorry i was a pain in the ass for you im truly sorry. Okay so this one of my favorite quotes from you "shut the fuck up dumb whore. Fuckin' die. dumb whore" and i cant believe what you said to me the day i told you i was cutting myself you said why are you doing this ppl are gonna be sad that your gone and i started thinking of all the crap yall did to me and i was like yeah yall are definitely gonna miss me. But ayla i cant believe you dont know why i have depression i guess it will be a forever mystery for you