I haven't written anything on thid account in such a long time.

And I mean legitimate writing not roleplaying. I don't know how, only when, I lost my original spark for writing. I used to be proud of it but now I cannot help but cringe at it. I honestly...am not very good at creativity. I suck at drawing and writing which are the two biggies for that. So what can I do? Be a boring pland plain Joe? Blah blah I am boring bleh. I don't want to be that guy, I want to do something with myself. I want to improve myself. But, I just get so discouraged I quit trying anymore or make excuses for not doing something and in hindsight it frustrates me...but will I do anything about it? No, because I am a lazy idiot. I talk all about change but it won't come about because ME. So uh...yeah...guess this is...cringe....bye?