....*sigh* You may not know this.. at the school I used to attend to, my classroom was full of bullies, who would pick on me, and, since I used to be short-tempered, I would try to talk back, but ended up losing... and when my parents changed me from there when I got a purple eye, I decided that... well... thought that:

Maybe if I attack harder then them... they'll leave me alone.

And they did, but...

The school began to think I was a bully when I fought back, and since the real bullies had "friends" I would end up losing again...

No matter what.. I would win the fight... but lose the war..

Then, I got changed to another school, the one I'm currently at.

Some of my classmates... were...something, extroverts, if you will.

At first... I thought they were pretending to be nice, that they were pretending to be friendly people.

So... I ended up being my enemy:

a bully.

but then.... I started to regret... I saw that they were like that to everyone... I tried to say that I was sorry... but... think about this:

Would you forgive someone who caused pain to your persona?

After sometime, I got the courage to stand in front of them and asked for an apology.

after that I grew quiet... making them start to annoy me... making me angry... but decided to not do anything. . .

Sometime passed... and the day a new girl came into the school. I decided to stay away from her, but she was at the same class.

She.... she asked for the reason I was alone... always by myself, working alone, eating alone, heck, even talking to myself, which... no one really answered, only shrugged.

She...

She's the only one in real life I've told her what happened in the past.

She's now my best friend.

Thanks to her, me and my classmates have fully forgave each other, I ended up crying that time, hehehe...

I told her how much this...history.. weighed on my shoulder.

She told me to explain it to someone, anybody.

and then I saw that image at the beginning. so... I post the image with one of my experience with bullies.

so... yeah...

Man it feels good to have this out of my chest.