Harry:

She was grabbing my arm firmly in her hand; long nails digging in my flesh. I was sure they'd leave a mark later.

A couple of seconds filled with silence and she's glaring, is she like trying to intimidate me? She looks like a silly rabbit doing that. 

"Hi," I smugly said, beaming at her.

She stayed silent.

Hello, I'm not your boyfriend why are you giving me the silent treatment for?

"What?" I questioned, confused at her look.

"What do you think you're doing ha?" She said from between her clinched teeth.

"What do I think I'm doing?" The hell her problem is?

"Don't play dumb with me, what's with you being Zayn's fiance?"

"What's with me being Zayn's finace?" I'm about to laugh at her reaction.

"I know it's fake." She whispered with an irritated tone, her nails about to cut my arm open.

My heart sank, did Louis tell her?

"I don't know what you're talking about,"

"You know exactly what I'm talking about, I know you two won't last, so I'm not worried about that, but I'm warning you, don't get close to Zayn or touch a strand of his hair or help me God I'll hurt you." She glared at me, but I had enough.

I shook my arm from her hand, and said slowly, "Just for your information, Zayn is the one who asked me to be his, so if you have a problem with that, it's not me who you should be questioning."

"You better leave Zayn alone, you whore!" She nearly shouted, stamping her feet in the ground.

"I don't know what are you getting at, he's gay." I laughed, shaking my head and ignored what she called me.

"No, he's not. It's just a phase, he'll be back to normal."

I laughed at her words, "Okay, let me get this gay, You're the one running after a gay man and someone's else fiance while threatening me -Zayn's fiance- well, I'm saying you are a whore- excuse me bigger whore for Zayn.. than me." Thanks for coming to my TED talk.

Her brother probably fucked that Bello guy in her couch a hundred times and she's calling Zayn 'being gay' a phase?

But honestly uhm..I'm not sure he's gay.

LOL.  

But he's like in a pretend gay relationship, so yeah.

She kept glaring at me as I continued, "Now, excuse me I had a dinner to attend with my soon to be husband."

I said what I needed to say, and took my way downstairs not sparing her another look.

Phew!

Deep down, I knew I was nervous. My hands were literally sweaty and shaking. Trying to sound unaffected was harder than I thought.

Who would have thought that Lottie liked Zayn?

Now that's making me wonder..What if she exposed us in front of everyone? I mean Zayn would blame me for pushing her buttons. But I just.. I just couldn't let her see me weak or bothered. I've been weak so many times, I don't wanna be anymore.

When I got closer to the dinning room, the front door was in my view, and I literally felt like running out the door.

I don't know why but I have a feeling the shit going on in this house seem bigger than me to handle.

I turned my head again, to the dinner table, seeing Zayn setting there with a frown on his pretty face.

Since I signed a contract, and since Zayn held my apartment and my credit cards in his hand,

Let's see what's Zayn hiding on his sleeve,

And let's piss some bitches off.

.

Okay, this is the most awkward family dinner I have ever attended.

Well, I haven't attended one since I was a kid, but shit this is so awkward.

Austin was setting on the head of the table, acting like the head of the house, since apparently Zayn's dad isn't living with them or something. But shouldn't Zayn sit there?

Lottie was opposite of me, glaring at me, and so was Zayn's mother, my enemies were sitting beside each other too, nice!

Doniya was playing with her phone, texting, and the food was being put on the table by servants.

I looked at Zayn beside me, he was having his head down, and with both of his hands, he was holding my right hand, putting them on his thigh and playing with my ring softly.

He looked sad, I mean I'm used to him weird and with an expressionless face, but tonight he really looked.. sad.

I mean it's none of my business, but let's put a show, I'm bored anyway.

I leant over and pressed a kiss on the side of his neck, and he jumped in surprise.

He left his face up, looking at my eyes and I swore I saw a tear resting in between his bottom lashes.

For a reason, my heart sank at the way he looked.

"What's wrong?" I whispered to him.

He left my hand to his mouth, kissing it softly, "Nothing, babe."

He put his arm around me and pulled me into his chest.

Despite how weird I felt, and all the weird looks I was getting from his family, with a single 'awe' look from his sister.

And despite me setting here, pretending to be a fiance for someone I knew for two months only.

It felt good to be held.

I pressed my face deeper in his chest, and I felt him getting a bit tense as I wrapped my own arms around his waist, probably surprised, but then he pulled me harder.

But our lovely hug that I swear I didn't want to end,

Because I missed being hugged obviously,

Was interrupted by two girls getting in. They were both beautiful and looked so much like Zayn.

They immediately ran to him and the smaller one jumped into his lap, and he let out a surprising noise as she started to kiss his cheeks.

"We missed you Zaynie," they both let out, almost in one breath.

And I couldn't help the smile that formed on my face. When I saw the heart-warming smile he was giving his sisters. It's clear how much they love each others.

I wish I had a little sister or brother too, I wouldn't have felt that alone all the time..

Zayn suddenly put an arm around me again, to introduce me to his sisters.

"That's your boy?" The little one, who couldn't be older than four said.

"Yeah, that's my boy." he smiled and I didn't know how to react.

The older one of the both, offered me a handshake shyly, "I'm Waliyha."

"Nice to meet you Waliyha," I smiled at her cute blushing, and turned to the one in Zayn's lap who's looking up at me with big green eyes.

"What's your name, little champ?"

"I Barbie Safaa." She seriously said and I laughed so hard.

Zayn stared at me as I laughed, I probably laughed a bit too loud.

Before he asked his sisters,

"Isn't he pretty?" I felt my face getting hot, why does he always have to ask his family that?

My heart fluttered as always at how proud he sounded.

"Uh uhh very much.. can I touch his hair?"

Now, I'm the one feeling like a doll.

"Of course you can, come on." Zayn answered for me, and I frowned at him before motioning for the little girl to touch my locks, but instead she intended to jump to sit on my lap.

I felt funny as she played with them, so carefully, not pulling, just touching them with her small hand.

As I looked behind her, I swore I saw a shadow of a smile on Zayn's mum lips.

I turned to Zayn himself, he was looking at me in a weird way, like always, emotions emerging from his eyes, I couldn't identify what.

The way he looks at me, like.. it's not lust, I know that too well, it's not hate too, it's not anger but what is it?

He then surprised me by putting his hand on my hair as well.

Now two maliks were playing with my hair,

But to be honest I felt just one.

"That's enough Safaa, come here to eat." Lottie voice was heard, and the little girl shook her head as a no.

"C'mon Barbie, it's okay we need to eat." Zayn said, his hand leaving my hair to put his sister down.

The little girl pouted, but went to her oldest sister who sat her in her seat.

There was a knock on the door then, and Austin was the one who went to open the door, and I got back to reality.

I almost felt like that little girl was my sister.

Anyway, seconds later a man got inside, I guess he was Zayn's cousin.

He started to shake everybody's hand and when he shook Zayn's hand, Zayn asked him,

"Where is Holland? I thought he was coming too."

But before the man could answer, we heard another masculine voice,

"I'm here."

We all turned around to the voice, and my heart fell between my feet when I saw that face..

It's the man whom I thought looked exactly like Zayn,

The man I fucked yesterday.

...

A/N: It's been a while I'm so sorry.

So HI, HOW ARE U?

I hope you liked the chapter, I'm sorry if it's a bit confusing, you'll get why Zayn is acting that way towrds Harry soon..

And if you don't remember, Zayn's cousin is one of the two men Harry hooked up with.

Read chapter " \4\ " for more info.

Love y'all. 💛