femDabi (Songfic)

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Situation

FemTouya can no longer endure life situation (insights while growing up)

Notes/Ideas:

· School system Japan Start of school year = 1st April

· Primary school: 6-12 years

· Middle School: 12-15 years old

· High school/high school: 15-18 years

· People who are persuaded not to do thing just give rough descriptions

· Jumps & loses consciousness + implied person saves you & takes away (?:> It would be a shame to lose someone with such potential. I think Master will be delighted to meet you, Miss. Todoroki <)

Touya's look #longer hair + with white (Beginning of age: T = 13 | F = 12 | N = 8 | S = 5):

Cover:

Song:

https://youtu.be/BsQj8Kb88v8

Lyrics:

Just as I was about to take my shoes Off of the rooftop there I see|1 A girl with braided hair there before me Despite myself I go and scream; "Hey Don't do it, please"|2 Whoa, wait a minute what did I just say? I couldn't care less either way|3 To be honest I was somewhat pissed; This was an opportunity missed|4 The girl with braided hair told me her woes "You've probably heard it all before; I really thought that he may be the one But then he told me he was done"|5

For God's sakes please! Are you serious? I just can't believe That for some stupid reason you got here before me|6 Are you upset 'cause you can't have what you wanted? You're lucky that you've never gotten robbed of anything!|7 "I'm feeling better thank you for listening!" The girl with braided hair then disappeared"|8

"Allright, today's the day" or so I thought Just as I took both of my shoes off There was but a girl short as can be Despite myself, I go and scream |9 The petite girl told me her woes "You've probably heard it all before; Everyone ignores me, everyone steals I don't fit in with anyone here."|10

For God's sakes please! Are you serious? I just can't believe That for some stupid reason you got here before me|11 'Cause even so, you're still loved by everyone at home! There's always dinner waiting on the table, you know?|12 "I'm hungry" said the girl as she shed a tear The girl short as can be then disappeared|13

And like that, there was someone every day I listened to their tale, I made them turn away |14 And yet there was no one who would do this for me, no way I could Let out all this pain|15

For the very first time, there I see Someone with the same pains as me Having done this time and time again She wore a yellow cardigan|16 "I just wanna stop the scars that grow Every time that I go home That's why I came up here instead" That's what the girl in the cardigan said|17 Whoa, wait a minute what did I just say? I couldn't care less either way But in the moment I just screamed Something that I did not believe "Hey Don't do it, please"|18

Agh- what to do!? I can't stop this girl, oh this is new! For once I think I've bitten more than I can chew|19 But ever so, please just go away so I can't see Your pitful expression is just too much for me!|20 "I guess today is just not my day" She looked away from me and then she disappeared|21

There's no one here today, I guss it's time It's just me, myself and I|22 There's no one who can interfere No one to get in my way here|23 Taking off my yellow cardigan Watching my braids all come undone This petite girl short as can be Is gonna jump now and be free|24

Process

I. Touya (hair mostly red with white streaks) enters the roof of her school, thinking again about the contents of the letter in the bag

II. Froz as sees a girl close to edge who has the same hairstyle as she + calls out that shouldn't do it

III. Is surprised by herself that what she said + could not matter to her what girl does

IV. Bites her lip because she is actually angry with the girl (because of her, the plan cannot be implemented)

V. Girl looks tearfully at her & tells why she wants to jump (literally from Lyric) + Touya reflects on her own situation (was dropped because the youngest brother has what father always wanted --> reminder as she plead to come to Sekoto Hill (wanted him something show #result of own training) + answer that has no time for mistakes/failer)

VI. Touya doesn't think she shouldn't end it all for such a stupid reason #screams at girl

VII. Go on to say that there are other opportunities & be happy that she haven't been robbed + thinks of her own childhood, which was determined by training & now has time for younger siblings

VIII. Girl says she is right & thanks (see lyric) & leaves + Touya takes letter out of her bag & burns it before leaving roof

IX. (A year passed + hair equally red & white) Touya already wants to pull off the bag when sees girl what is the same size as her #is a bit annoyed/embarrassed that little brother is already bigger as she is

X. Girl talks about her problem (see lyric) + Touya reflects on her own domestic situation (Rei has started to wince when she sees or speaks to her --> Touya has understood that is because of the external resemblance to Enji, even when her hair turns white + her anger outbursts in the past even if she directly apologized)

XI. Touya doesn't think that the girl wants to end it all for such a stupid reason #screams at girl

XII. Says that there is someone in her family who loves her & they would miss her terribly + thinks of Natsuo, Fuyumi & Shoto and times together (playing together | cooking together | shows flames & says not to be afraid of this power)

XIII. Girl thanks & leaves + Touya burns letter again & watches as ash is blown away before leaving roof

XIV. Regularly goes to the roof & experiences the same things over and over again + always leaves & burns every letter

XV. Touya is struggling more and more to keep her facade upright (more frequent violence against her mother | covering the scars that slowly began to form due to the use of her quirk | hiding her own feelings in order to be strong for siblings)

XVI. (Another year passed + Touya's hair mostly white, only the lower third red) Enters the roof (they gut new wire fence) + discovers a girl who is standing close to this and slowly turns to her + sees the same expression in her eyes as she does Seeing in the mirror every day

XVII. Girl tells of problem (see lyrics)

XVIII. Touya says girls shouldn't do + starts forming a sentence for justification

XIX. Touya reflects on her own situation (since the incident has to take care of the housekeeping in addition to school | the anger whenever she sees Enji going to the dojo with Shoto (on father & jealousy on little brother because of attention | has heard a phone call from Enji --> want to marry her off to someone who has quirk to make up for her "faulty") + tries to find a reason for girls not to do --> can't find any

XX. Get panicked/desperate because she can't find a reason + falls on her knees and says that she can no longer bear & asks the girl to leave

XXI. Girl says (see lyric) + disappears in air

XXII. Touya has calmed down somehow + pulls the bag towards her & takes out the letter and sleeping pills

XXIII. Silently apologizes to siblings that she is too weak to continue + takes off shoes & puts letter on shoes & takes two tablets out of the packaging (drops the rest on the floor)

XIV .Uses fire to make a hole in the fence & opens braid as she steps closer to the edge of the roof + looks into the sky before swallowing tablets (thinks: if she falls to death, at least the last thing that she sees should be the sky) + turns around & falls as the effect of pills sets in (still half conscious at the beginning)

Bonus

> Touya wakes up in room and is trapped there for several months

Ø At the same time, she is considered "Missing" + finds out about this from a poster/newspaper article that is pushed into the room

o Receives a little hope that her father does care about her + ignores the little voice in the back of her mind that says that he only does it for his own image

> Is presented article that is now considered "death" #Quirk accident

Ø Begins to believe that Endeavour did it because he wanted to leave it behind (doesn't care about her enough to keep looking for her)

Ø Doesn't know that AFO had prepared a corpse with her DNA so that everyone would believe Touya is dead

> Pain & grief turn into anger & hate + receives offer #Chance to avenge

> Says that she no longer wants to be addressed with "Touya" or "Todoroki" --> let thoughts wander before deciding on a new name (stares at her hands | describes what Quirk is capable of + thinks of its name | comes up with another word #Dabi)

> Start training (better control, duration of use & its strength before starting to injure herself, pain resistant) #get scars + meets Tomura

Ø often clash and Kurogiri intervenes

o as they get older, Touya is no longer so easily provoked --> sees red when Tomura uses her former name/surname (He only does when they are alone #he, she, Kurogiri)

> Changes appearance (cuts hair short & colors it + does piercings + paints nails dark blue #looks like black when it's dark or weak light)

> Shall not go with Tomura trying to carry out his USJ plan

Ø Reason: Tomura should learn to plan strategies even if he does not have tremendous strength at his disposal

Ø Touya calls Tomura "boss" and AfO "big boss"

> Is there for Tomura after losing AfO <----> Tomura is there for her when new Hero ranking came out (gets the idea to destroy her father through a new position) #have become like siblings over the years