That's just what I'm doing, watching Rick and Morty. I just ate dinner. I'm just trying to breathe and process, and just be okay. It's been almost a week and I'm just working on feeling normal, whatever my new normal is now. Going through a lot, trying my best not to hurt the people around me.

I hope you don't read this, I'm pretty sure you wouldn't. I'm okay, and I hope you're okay. I kind of regret it a little, I just think it could've been done better, wishing each other the best and what not. What's done is done, and I'm doing my best to just be done. I still trip over my old habits sometimes and hurt myself, but I'm getting better. Slowly, but surely, I am.