Tonya never deserve me. She hurt me, and she never sorry.

All the time I "ran away" is to get away from you! I was not going to hurt/kill myself. I was just curious! You'll loose that specialness that I have! I'll loose that specialness! Is that what you want?

Sadly you just loss someone great, now they're going to have a great life without you.

Hope the same thing for you.