J Hope jumps up, "She's pregnant? I didn't know. Did she?" He looks questioningly at the doctor, desperately wanting to understand.

The doctor looks regretful for being the one to tell him, "Mr. Jung, she didn't know. We did pre-surgery lab tests, and her pregnancy test was positive. The OB/GYN performing the surgery has found a rare deformity of the uterus that allows a pregnancy to occur but can't sustain the stress of expanding past the first trimester.  It appears she was a little more than a month into the second trimester. They had to perform an emergency hysterectomy to stop her uterus from bleeding. Sadly, Miss Yun won't be able to have children of her own now."

J Hope drops into the chair, "O my god!" He hangs his head, crying, "I, I did this to her." Jungkook goes to hug his hyung when he pushes him away.

"Get off of me. This is all my fault!" He jumps up from the chair again to block any more hugs. But Jungkook hugs him anyway, and Yoongi does too. 

Yoongi tells him, "Hobi, finish hearing the doctor out."

J Hope settles down, wiping his face of tears, and waits on the doctor. His heart hurts with what he feels he has done to you. 'I don't deserve her. I'm no good for anyone. Maybe I should go away . . .' 

Yoongi taps J Hope on the shoulder, "The doctor is speaking to you."

J Hope respectfully looks to the doctor, "I'm sorry, please go on."

"Normally, having intercourse while pregnant doesn't harm the baby. But she already had complications with her uterus. She more than likely would have lost the baby during the second trimester regardless of whether you had sex or not. Don't take any blame. Neither of you is at fault for the loss of the baby."

Yoongi leads J Hope back to the chair and says, "Sit before you fall." He has noticed J Hope looking very pale.

"We, we lost a baby?" J Hope is still trying to wrap his head around the fact that you were pregnant. Hearing that you lost a baby overwhelms his mind. He loses himself in remorse.

Yoongi knows J Hope is overwhelmed and trying to take in all he has been told. So he starts asking the doctor questions.

"Doctor, will she recover from this?"

"Yes. You got her here in time and saved her life. She should recover from surgery just fine. She is young and very healthy. The obstetrician doing the surgery will follow her afterward."

"When will she be able to go home?"

"She should be released in four to five days."

Yoongi acknowledges this information, nodding, "Thank you, doctor."

"You're welcome." He looks at his watch. "She should be in recovery in about an hour. Then, once she is awake, they will bring her up. You will be able to see her then."

He walks to the door, "I'm truly sorry for your loss, Mr. Jung." 

J Hope can only nod, tears still freely falling. The doctor leaves with small bows to the others.

Feeling deeply guilty for the hurt he caused Jeni and the loss of their baby, this pushes J Hope down the dark path even more. 'I don't deserve her, I don't deserve the love of my bandmates. I have taken my anger and moodiness out on them. Maybe . . . maybe I should go away . . .'

J Hope lifts his head and  looks at his hyung, apologizing, "I'm sorry, Yoongi. It's my fault. How could she ever forgive me? I hurt her, I made her lose our baby. I lost my temper and raged at everything in the living room, destroying her place." 

Yoongi closes his eyes and sighs, then asks, "Do you recall what we talked about last night?"

"Yes. After what has happened, my eyes are opened. You all are right. I need to get help," he admits.

Yoongi pats him on the shoulder. "We all love you, and we want you to love yourself, too. You call the office in the morning and make an appointment. They are expecting your call. I have already talked to them."

 J Hope starts to cry, "My storms of destruction need to be stopped. I know that now." He hugs Yoongi saying, "Thank you, hyung."

The room to her door opens, and a nurse comes in. "Excuse me, gentlemen. They are bringing Miss Yun up now. If you don't mind, could you please wait in the family room till we get her settled in?"

The boys nod and follow her to the family waiting room. "One of the nurses will come and get you when she is ready. Who is Mr. Jung?'

Yoongi and Jungkook point at J Hope. She looks at him and says, "She has been asking for you. She will still be very groggy, but she'll be able to speak to you." 

She looks at Jungkook and Yoongi, "Only two visitors at a time though."

"Yes, that's fine. Thank you," says Yoongi. 

They sit to wait, and while they do, Yoongi puts his phone on speaker when he called the others to let them know you are out of surgery and how you are doing, "But don't all rush to visit her. You can wait until tomorrow." They all start talking over each other arguing about having to wait, and Yoongi can't understand a word they are saying. With pursed lips he rolls his eyes and ends the call.

Happy with his decision to just end the call he puts his phone away and looks at Jungkook and says, "That means you, too. You can wait and see her tomorrow. I will drive Hobi home later."

Jungkook nods, then goes and hugs J Hope and kisses his cheek, "The hug and kiss is for Jeni. Tell her I will see her tomorrow. Now this is for you, hyung." he gives him a big, long hug.

 He hugs Yoongi, too, before leaving and waves as he heads out the door.

A/N: The final chapter is coming soon