I Don't Blame Her, I Hate Me Too
While you are at the hospital, J Hope is crying, guilt tearing him apart from hurting you. He never would hurt you. He loved you too damn much, needed you too damn much ever to hurt you.
He is gathering some clothes for you, and he is still angry at Yoongi for taking you just wrapped in a large towel.
"I will kick his ass, the dirty little bastard. How dare he . . ." The dam holding back built up frustrations, anger, and weariness starts to break, and he loses control.
J Hope starts breaking and throwing things in the house, yelling and cursing. He has reached a blind rage, angry at himself, enraged at Yoongi, and angry at everything and everyone. In a second of clarity and love, he thinks of your sweet face, 'Everyone except my Jeni.'
Just thinking of you can calm his storm.
He reaches the beverage cart and stands there, just looking at it. He starts drinking the whiskey you keep for Yoongi. You keep all their favorites, not just Yoongi's, but all he can see for now is Yoongi's unique whiskey.
He snarls, "Damn him turning her heart!" and his storm rages again. He starts slamming back shots, "I don't blame her, I hate me too."
He becomes so down and drunk that he just sits on the floor leaning on the couch near the alcohol, staring off into nothingness, only feeling self-loathing.
'Yoongi is right, I need help. Jeni, my sweet, lovable Jeni, is right. Jimin is right, dammit they are all right! I need help. Holding in all this frustration and anger is blah blah blah . . .' he goes to get up, using the couch to pull himself up.
His phone chimes, and he fumbles as he lifts it off the table, "What?" is all he says.
It's Yoongi, and his voice is urgent. "You better get to the hospital now."
J Hope, confused, asks, "Why? She ish alright isn't shee? We just got a little carried a away, away, shee will tell you, I didn't mean to . . ." The call suddenly ends. J Hope drops further into despair. 'I can't drivve, I'm too da druunk.'
He grabs his cell phone and presses the first contact he could fumble to, "Kookah, Kookah? I needs ah ride, a ride to, to . . ."
"I'm on my way, hyung." Jungkook ends the call and speeds over to your house.
Jungkook arrives and rushes in. Yoongi has already told him to get J Hope to the hospital as fast as he possibly can.
Jungkook finds his hyung sitting on the floor crying. He hugs him, "Get up, hyung. We need to go."
J Hope looks up at his maknae with puffy eyes and tears running down his face. "I didn't mean to, to hurt her Kookishee." He lets out a strong burp of alcohol. Jungkook moves back, trying not to retch.
"I know you never would, hyung." Jungkook helps him stand and sit on the couch.
"Be right back." He runs to the kitchen, gets three bottles of water, and hands them to him. "Drink these now. You were to bring her clothes, where are they?"
He opens the first bottle and hands it to J Hope. As he is drinking, he points to the end of the couch. Jungkook picks them up and then grabs J Hope under the arm to help him stand. He drops the bottle of water, now empty. Jungkook stops long enough to hand him the next one.
"We need to flush the alcohol out of your system, keep drinking."
J Hope is drinking his second bottle as Jungkook gets him to the car and buckles him in. He places Jeni's clothes on the back seat and runs to get in the driver's side.
On the way to the hospital, they had to stop for J Hope to use the restroom and Jungkook bought him more water to drink on the way. By the time they got to the hospital J Hope says, "I've gotta take a piss." He runs to the restroom in the hospital lobby. Jungkook texts Yoongi to let them know they have arrived.
"We're here. How is she?"
"They took her to have emergency surgery. Where are you? She was calling for him when they came to take her."
"Hyung had to pee, he's in the restroom in the lobby."
"What!? He had to stop to take a piss!?" Yoongi asks incredulously.
"He was drunk, and I had him drinking lots of water on the way to flush as much of it out of his system as I could."
"That's great thinking, Kooki. Good idea, now get his ass up here! The doctor needs to talk to him."
Jungkook and J Hope met Yoongi at your room. The nurse lets the doctor know he is there. Yoongi pulls a peppermint candy from his pocket and hands it to J Hope. "Here, you need this before talking to anyone."
He grimaces when J Hope says, "Thank You," sending waves of bad breath his way.
"Hello, Mr. Jung." The doctor holds out his hand and shakes J Hope's. He motions with his other hand for J Hope to enter the room. "Have a seat, Mr. Jung."
He sits distraught, "How is she? What's going on?"
"Mr. Jung, do you know her due date?"
Confused, J Hope is taken aback in surprise. Yoongi already suspected this and sighed, shaking his head in grief. Jungkook looked from one to the other and asked the question that J Hope was about to ask.
"She's pregnant?!"
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