[Angin's POV]

When life brings you for the worst, all you can do is to just, try to face it. And, it's what my family's doing currently. Just, trying to resist the fact that, everything will never go back the way it was used to be.

It's been months ever since Dad left us, but still, just by thinking about that day makes my heart break into millions of pieces. We'll never be a complete family ever again, now that Dad was gone. On the other hand, Mom's doing everything she can in order for both me and my big brother to live a happy and normal life.

She works day and night. Sometimes, she doesn't have any time for us. Sometimes, it's just me, and my big brother Air taking care of me while Mom's working.

Though that incident still saddens me 'till this day, I managed to get hold of myself. I remained positive, but the pain is still there. All I got to do is to just, make this family's bond firm, and try to make them happy, if it's the last thing I'll ever do.

You might think I'm insensitive. Well, I do think that too about myself, but, sometimes you just got to do what's best for the ones you cared about, right? I care for my family, so, I have to stay strong for them.

All I could do is, to just motivate my family everyday, just for them to continue living their lives, even when there are things getting in their way. If this is my purpose in life, then I'll consistently do it until the end of my life. I just want my family to remain happy, like before, even without Dad.

But, there's just one thing...

... my big brother just happened to... change.

I don't know why. I don't know whether if it's about that incident, or something else. Sometimes, he's not that big brother Air I used to know anymore.

He became lazier. It's like, he doesn't have anymore energy to go on with his life (but he still eats and sleeps). He wasn't the type of person anymore to accompany me, like when I wanna play with him, he'll refuse. What happened to the big brother Air who was always supportive towards me?

I felt melancholy on that thought. Well, I guess it didn't matter. Maybe he needs more time for himself, and I'll respect that decision of his. At least, Lucky kept me company when big brother's not around.

So much for a change, isn't it? My family, still haven't moved on from what had happened. Whilst, I need to make sure my family still stays strong no matter what.

But, what I'm more worried about is my older brother. Why the sudden change of attitude big brother? You're not like this...

I guess, all I have to do is to be there for him, when he needs me, or just simply give him more love, care and support like he'd given me from the past. It's my turn to give him what he deserves. I just don't want him to feel alone, nor face everything alone, despite what had took place before.

I have to make him happy. I need to be there for him. But, the question is... how? He was mostly locking the door whenever he goes to his room, like he's isolating himself from the world, from us. It's like, he doesn't want to see anyone else, just wanting to be him, alone.

I want the big brother Air I know, back. I want him back. Please stay strong, big brother. You're not the only one who's hurting. I can feel your pain, your disappointment, your frustration. I don't want you to feel miserable.

I want you to be happy. I want you to stay happy. Let me give you the happiness you deserve. The happiness you once had before. Please don't feel upset anymore. I'm just here...

... remaining strong for you.