My deep scars
are the inspiration to  this verse
my pain,
Is the ink in this pen
While the emotions from my heart
Roles down the rhymes for the first part.

And I remember the letters I wrote
describing her as my life's boat,
but now I only cling to one quote
That with her , "I lost what I sought"
because she left me to lead a sad life
full of pain, agony and Strife.

Therefore take this message to sweet vivian
that in my heart she was the only one
and even though we we're never meant to be
deep and yonder within she lives in me. booklover_vivian