"You saw me cry and I told you that I was Terrified. Terrified of the things I have done, of the person of whom I've become. You said it was okay but I didn't feel okay, I felt broken.

My heart was broken and you said you joking and that I wasn't chosen to live my life like this, broken and terrified. Terrified and my eyes were dry and maybe I needed to be outside.

You said you needed me to decide but on the inside I was petrified. The feelings intensified and I cried again, yes I was mortified but that doesn't mean I was thinking about suicide but that's when I stared at the seaside on my screen and only made me want to scream and then dream.

My dream terrorize which made me sink into sleep paralysis and I was traumatized and then I realized it was a dream. A dream with a nightmare, The girl in my nightmare stared at me and then gave me a glare then climbed the stairs.

I woke up and I was alone. I thought I grew out of these nightmares of being broken and terrified and then I cried and fell back to sleep and again I was petrified until I woke up again."

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