(Das ist kein Lied aber meine Meinung, meine Erfahrungen und meine Gefühle)

Empty.

Beauty.

What is beauty?

Is beauty so valuable that you have to break other hearts for it?

Why?

Why is humanity so evil? What do you have to do to hate a person so much?

And I,

I am in the middle of the drama. Because I'm 15. It's the best time to get everyone down.

But I want to be different. I dont need to hurt anyone to get self confidence.

I am strong, I hope I am strong or I know I am not.

Kill em with kindness.

Just smile even if you down. Put your mask on, even if your tears are flowing.

Hope nobody will see it. Stand upright to get good grades, otherwise they think you are tired and unfocused.

You want to be perfect? Do you? Then stand up. Everyone would stand up. But I would not.

Because I find myself enough as I am. I dont need to be better. But I stand up because everybody does it and the girl next to me did the same because of the same reason.

As I said...

I am strong, I hope I am strong or I know I am not. Because of them, I would stand up to be the same.

If I would be different, then I would be bullied.

(14.03.2018)