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Tear warning maybe?💀

Jihyung hugged Jimin tightly and sobbed. He was almost inconsolable and that sent Jimin into a panic.
"Baby. Please... Tell... Tell me. I can help you! I will help you! If he hurt you then tell me!" Jimin said hugging him and kissing his tiny head. Jih shook his head and continued to cry.

"I want you and ironman.. I love you both but Appa.." Jih cried.

Jih stuttered after Jimin held him tightly, stroking his hair and cradling him.
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When Jih was with Yoongi for a day and a half
Song recommendation - chasing cars by snow patrol and can't help falling in love by elvis presley?

Yoongi drove quickly but his eyes began filling up with hot tears as memories of Jimin flooded his mind in flashes.

Jimin wrapped his arms around Yoongi and kissed his cheek when they met in the park when they were 19 and 21 respectively.

"Yoongi!" Jimin laughed as he felt Yoongi tickle him from behind.

"I love you, Min Yoongi.." Jimin chuckled into the kiss, pulling him in.

"You're mine." Yoongi said as he pinned Jimin down onto the soft bed and kissed his nose.
"Of course, baby." Jimin wrapped his hands around his neck and pulled him closer.

Yoongi gulped as the memories began becoming more intense. His vision getting blurry.
"Appa!" he heard Jih yell and snapped out of it. Yoongi had almost driven into a busy intersection and broken a red light. He halted the car and panted, he looked at Jih who looked terrified. He stroked his hair and then composed himself briefly.

Yoongi drove once the light turned green and parked on the side of the road. Jih was trembling, Yoongi unbuckled his seat belt and pulled him on his lap. Jih snuggled up to him, his hands ice cold.
"I'm sorry. I'm... I'm not well." Yoongi hugged his son tightly. Jih looked up at him, skeptical.
"What happened, Appa?" Jih asked timidly. Yoongi's tears threatened more.

"It's nothing. Just sleep, I'm okay." Yoongi tried. Jih hugged him for a few more seconds before he moved back to his seat and then sat quietly.

Yoongi began driving once again and the memories returning.

"You're.. You're my first I'm.. I'm nervous." Jimin gulped and looked around nervously. Yoongi smiled and held him by the waist, he kissed Jimin's jaw softly, Jimin's eyes closed and his hands tightly pulling onto the fabric of Yoongi's shirt. Yoongi could feel his heart beat rising, but he wasn't going to hurt this man. He loved him.

He picked him up, Jimin kept looking into his eyes. Yoongi lay him down and stroked his cheek. He intertwined his fingers with Jimin's. His heart beat normalising and hands becoming warm again.
"Are you sure?" Yoongi asked him softly.
"yes. I trust you.." Jimin kissed him softly.

Yoongi stripped him down slowly, Jimin's body was so sensitive, this being his first. Yoongi went about with it slowly, maintaining eye contact with his boyfriend. He covered his finger with lube and pushed one inside him, Jimin's eyes tearing up and Yoongi kissed his cheek. Reassuring him that it'll feel okay and that he'd stop if it got too much.

He kept going till Jimin adjusted to this feeling then slowly pulled his fingers out. Yoongi pushed into Jimin very slowly. Jimin tugged at his hair softly and kissed him hard. Yoongi began moving his hips once Jimin said it was okay. Yoongi kept looking at Jimin, to see if he was okay. They kept kissing the whole time as they made love, Jimin's sweet moans sent Yoongi's body into a frenzy. He loved it.

The kept going till Jimin came screaming with pleasure and Yoongi filled him up slowly. Jimin fell asleep holding Yoongi, he really did believe this was the man for him.

Jimin was a very passionate lover. Not just physically but emotionally as well. He gave everything in a relationship, he wasn't the kind to walk away, he would keep trying. He himself wasn't sure if it was a good thing or not but it was the way he was. He gave love unconditionally and asked for nothing but a little bit of love in return.

Yoongi's tears fell silently as he drove. His heart hurting physically as he tried to keep his sobs in, he looked at Jih who was sleeping peacefully. Yoongi cried hard covering his mouth, he couldn't imagine Jih calling someone else Appa. He couldn't imagine Jimin actually being with someone else, laughing, hugging and kissing someone else, loving someone else besides him.

Yoongi suddenly saw the loss he was actually going to face. Even though they had been divorced, both of them had not been with anyone else, so for Yoongi somewhere they were still together. And Jih always was a reason pulling them together in some way.

With Jimin now being with Jungkook, and Jih loving Jungkook to this point, Yoongi saw himself being forgotten by his own blood and the man who once loved him more than he loved himself.

They reached Yoongi's house and now he couldn't keep it in. He stepped out of the car and sobbed uncontrollably, clutching his heart and looking up at the sky. He wasn't strong enough for this.

"Appa?" Yoongi heard a small voice and quickly wiped his tears off and faked a smile.
"Yes, Jih.." he knelt down in front of Jih who had just woken up and stepped out of the car. He fixed his clothes and hair and gave him a smile.
"What happened?" Jih asked looking at him. He could see the swollen eyes and puffy face. He knew Yoongi was crying.

"Nothing, baby. I.. I told you.. I'm not well. I'll get your bag." Yoongi lied and picked Jih up. He grabbed his bag and they went inside.

Jih was sitting on the couch and Yoongi next to him. Just stroking his hair but his head thrown back against the couch and his breathing was irregular.
" Appa.. I'll get you water. " Jih said softly and ran off to the kitchen. Yoongi was having a really hard time now. He didn't want to lose his son, he just didn't.

Jih wondered what had happened to him. He had never seen Yoongi this way. To him, his behaviour reminded him of the times Jimin used to sob all day and pretend he was fine. He took the glass of water and gave it to him.

Yoongi smiled and drank it up, he held Jihyung's hands, Jih gulped feeling his ice cold and shaky hands.
"You.. You can go watch tv. Appa.. Appa needs some time alone, baby." Yoongi sighed. Jih nodded timidly, hugged him and ran off.

Yoongi could feel himself trembling now. He was very close to having a panic attack. He covered his face with his hands and sobbed.

" Yoongi please! " Jimin cried.

" Please stop, Yoongi. I know you can change!" Jimin begged as he shielded Jih from all the yelling.

"Yoongi, please don't do this. Please. Think of Jih. Think of us. Please. I love you." Jimin cried and begged as Yoongi pushed him around during an argument while Jih sobbed outside the room.

Yoongi couldn't bear it. He winced around in pain, cursing at himself. He needed to redeem himself from this, somewhere. He knew it would never be enough but he could try.

He got up and went to look for Jih.
Jih was sitting and reading something.
"Hey, Jih. Let's.. Let's go out for dinner. We'll go wherever you want and I was.. I was hoping we could talk ab--Jih?" Yoongi said when he saw Jih wasn't paying attention. He slowly walked up to him and spoke up softly.

"What are you reading there, buddy?" he smiled and then froze.
"It's..." Jih was flipping through an old photo album. Jih got up and Yoongi sat on the chair and then Jih sat on his lap.

"Is this you and Dad?" Jih beamed pointing at an old picture where Yoongi was kissing Jimin's cheek. Yoongi blushed and hummed.
"What about this!" Jih asked and Yoongi laughed. It was a picture of drunk Jimin playing on a slide in a park.
"Dad was really happy here.." Yoongi said flipping the page.

The next picture, ripped his heart out. It was their wedding day. Jimin dressed in all white and Yoongi laughing as he saw Jimin sticking his tongue out at him, at the alter! Yoongi ran his fingertips over the picture and Jihyung's expression fell too.

He held his hand and helped him flip to the next one. A picture of Yoongi playing with Jihyung. Jihyung was laughing as Yoongi kissed his cheek. Jih looked up at Yoongi who looked down at him, apologetically. Jihyung sighed and put the album on the table.

"Appa. Why are you sad? Are you mad... Mad at ironman?" Jihyung's question took Yoongi by surprise.
"Why did you say that?" Yoongi asked.
"I don't know. I felt like.. You got mad and pulled me away from him. I thought maybe.." Jih said timidly and shrugged. Yoongi sighed and looked down at his son. He deserved the truth from his side.

"How about I tell you tomorrow? I'll take you somewhere special to me." Yoongi spoke softly and Jih nodded. Yoongi hugged Jih and they both ate dinner and fell asleep.

The next morning was important for Yoongi and Jih was curious too. They both got dressed and Yoongi beamed at his son.
" Ready, champ?" he asked sitting in the car.
"Ready." Jih said pouting and buckling his seat belt.

They kept driving and singing along to some hit songs. They drove around, ate ice cream, drove over some beautiful bridges, bought new clothes and what not.

Time flew by quickly and Yoongi finally stopped at a restaurant for dinner. It wasn't fancy, comparing to what they could afford now and Yoongi held jih's hand who beamed looking at the traditional surrounding.

He saw how the owner was shocked to see Yoongi now and beamed at Jih who bowed to her immediately. Yoongi stood proudly.
"Let's go buddy!" Yoongi took him to the rooftop part of the restaurant and Jih gasped. A direct view of the sea! The cool breeze blowing and the sound of the waves crashing was all they could hear, the place although was bustling inside, the rooftop was so calm.

" I love this!" Jihyung beamed. Yoongi ordered something and they talked about school and piano. The dishes arrived and Yoongi smiled at Jih whose eyes widened seeing the delicious food.
"This is where I met dad all the time before we got married, also where I asked him to marry me. And this is what we ate most of the times." Yoongi pinched his nose and laughed as the nostalgia hit. Jih beamed at him. They ate and then sat peacefully.

Yoongi told him all about how they met and Jih listened carefully and couldn't help but smile.
"I kept this." Jih said cutely and gave Yoongi the picture of Yoongi and Jimin holding him. Yoongi was looking at it when Jih spoke what he had been waiting to say.

"Appa.. Why did you change?" Jihyung asked and Yoongi felt his head buzz for a few seconds. Jih's tone was full of pain. He closed his eyes and hugged Jih tightly who hugged him back.

"I... I don't know, baby. I.. I was stupid and wrong to do what I did. And I still don't know why I did it.. I wasn't a bad person, Jih. I.. I don't know what happened to me. I was frustrated and upset with my own failures that I just.. I hurt Jimin so much and I hurt you. Half of the time I didn't even realise what I was doing till I calmed down and looked around..but that will never make anything justifiable. . " Yoongi said honestly and began tearing up as did Jih.

" Jihyung, your dad is the best person one could ever meet. I.. I had the privilege of marrying him and I still.. " Yoongi shook his head.
" I still messed up. I did things that... That cannot be forgiven...by the time I realised what I had done, I had already caused so much damage, so much that I couldn't even ask for a second chance. " Yoongi now sobbed and Jihyung sobbed harder seeing him cry.

"I know I've.. I've been a horrible person, but I have been trying and i did before as well but Jimin and you deserved better. You... You deserved an ironman.." Yoongi hugged Jihyung harder.

"I'm sorry, Jihyung. I'm sorry. Forgive Appa. I never meant to hurt you. I hope you know that. " Yoongi said running his fingers over the scar on the back of Jihyung's head and neck. His tears falling endlessly.

Jihyung looked up at him and held his scarred hands, the ones that had once caused the scar on his own body.
" I know, Appa.. " Jih said softly, cupping Yoongi's face and Yoongi cried hugging him.

Author's note

Maybe 10 more chapters left.. Idk.. Maybe more 😭 💜

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