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"Maybe I should get drunk and this time get someone who can give me one." Taehyung sneered.
Hoseok just stood there, looking lifeless and shattered. He didn't reach out to him. He couldn't. Taehyung laughed and walked out leaving him alone.

Taehyung turned slightly as he walked away and saw Hoseok just standing there with his head hung low. He didn't even turn back and walked away but his heart felt heavy with every step he took.

Taehyung drove away and the farther he went, he felt more nervous. He remembered in what a horrible condition Hoseok was, he was looking pale, his eyes had lost their twinkle and his beautiful smile was gone. Taehyung kept thinking of Hoseok all the way, his voice, his scent, his smile, his laugh, the small kisses he gave him when he slept, how kind he was and then he remembered the worst, how much he begged all this time.

Taehyung gulped thinking of everything they had been through in these eight years of them being in a relationship and being friends since they were toddlers. They had had many fights but the good memories were so much more. Hoseok was precious, the kind of person you'd love to be with and just have in your life. He wasn't just a good boyfriend but also a good son, brother and a friend.

He knew Hoseok was broken over not being able to have a child and he couldn't believe that he had used it as a weapon to hurt him. Knowing that Hoseok was infertile in this case, he knew it would have hurt him more. He understood his behaviour now. His constant crying, begging and being insecure, all made sense.

Taehyung wiped his tears off, he shook his head trying to ease his mind. He wanted to forget.
"You're my family Jung Hoseok. I will never leave you.
Promise?
Promise.
Pinky promise?
Pinky promise."

Taehyung parked the car on the side quickly and began breathing fast as the memory hit him suddenly. He clenched his jaw and turned the car back around fast. He picked his phone up and called Hoseok. But he didn't respond. Taehyung gulped and drove faster.
"Hoseok, I'm coming home! " he left him a frantic message.

Taehyung's heart was beating really fast, his hands sweaty and he was shivering a little as Hoseok's dejected expression crossed his mind again and again.

He reached Hoseok's house and ran upstairs. He flung the door open and saw Hoseok lying down on the bed, he was curled up with his back to the door.
"Hoseok.." Taehyung ran up to him. He stood in front of him and bent down to look at him. Hoseok lay there silently, his tears fell but he had no expression. His arms were wrapped around his stomach and he shivered.

Taehyung sighed and closed his eyes. He got up and took his shoes and jacket off. Taehyung locked the door and lay down behind Hoseok, he wrapped his arm around him, over his arms. He kissed his ear and inhaled. He felt of shallow Hoseok's breathing was, he seemed colder than usual as well.

"Hoseok.." Taehyung said.
"Taehyungie.." Hoseok whispered.
"I'm.."
"Please don't hold me hostage for a crime I didn't commit, T--Taehyungie. I have no.. No control over not being able to give you a family. I know it's me.. I'm in--infertile.. " Hoseok stuttered, and Taehyung shook his head and kissed his ear again.

"And I.. I know you are right, Taehyungie. I know you des--.. You deserve a family. And I'd do anything to give you one but.. I'm not even sure if I'm worth anything anymore. I really did try. I tried every medication, every prayer.. Everything but.. I messed up. I was scared to lose you.. But I couldn't lie to you Taehyungie.. " Hoseok said timidly, his voice was faint and he sounded as if he were in a shock.

There was a complete silence in the room for a few minutes and then Taehyung spoke up.

"Hobi.." he said softly. Hoseok let out a huge sigh hearing him call him that. He began crying very hard, Taehyung's tears fell as well and he pulled him closer. Taehyung kissed the side of his head repeatedly as Hoseok cried, a cry that not only showed how hurt he was now, but how much pain he had been in all this while.

Taehyung turned Hoseok around and pulled him in. Hoseok clung onto the fabric of his t-shirt and began crying into his chest.
"I am so sorry for what I said. I'm sorry, Hobi." Taehyung cupped his face and planted a soft kiss onto his lips.

Hoseok pulled him on top of him, Taehyung wiped his tears off with his thumb.
"Are you.. Are you going to leave me again?" Hoseok cried, while wrapping his arms around him.
"Never. I love you." Taehyung kissed him more passionately this time.
"I.. I will do anything.. Any medicine.. Anything.. New doctors.. Whatev--" Hoseok's words broke Taehyung down. He cut his words off and kissed him desperately.
"No.. You're my family. I'm so sorry, Hobi.." Taehyung sobbed in the crook of his neck, Hoseok cupped his face and pulled him back into the kiss.

They just couldn't let go of each other. That one drunken night wasn't worth any of this for Taehyung. Sure Hoseok had fucked up but he made a mistake. It was stupid and wrong but it wasn't intended. He didn't even know the guy.

Taehyung felt Hoseok trying to pull his t-shirt off, Taehyung got up for a second and pulled his t-shirt off. He kissed Hoseok again, their fingers intertwined. Hoseok then ran his fingers through Taehyung's hair who was kissing his neck.

Taehyung took Hoseok's tshirt off as well, but this wasn't sexual to either of them. It was just the closeness, the warmth, the same feeling. Their bodies pressed together, Hoseok teared up when he felt Taehyung's hand over his stomach.

A tear escaped Taehyung's eye, he was so guilty for hurting this man. The man was willing to do anything to give him a family even if it meant taking endless amounts of tests and medicines.

"Hobi.." Taehyung whispered again his lips.
"Taehyungie.." Hoseok looked into his eyes. Their pain being reflected in one another, their hearts mending together, the color of their lips returning, the flush on their cheeks visible, and breathing heavy yet not abnormal.

Taehyung stroked his cheek with his thumb and gave him small kisses all over his face. Hoseok smiled into one of the tiny kisses on his lips.
"I love you.." Taehyung said softly, his voice a little shaky from being overwhelmed.
"I love you the most.." Hoseok said and kissed him again.

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Jungkook reached Jimin's apartment. He was so sleepy and tired.
"Who is it?" Jimin asked from inside.
"It's me. Your boyfriend." Jungkook said and yawned.
"Jungkook!" Jimin flung the door open and wrapped his arms around him.

Jungkook smiled and hugged him hard.
"Is everything okay now?" Jimin asked cutely and Jungkook nodded. Jimin saw how sleepy he was and let him in and closed the door.

They walked to the bedroom and Jungkook practically fell onto the soft mattress. Jimin smiled and took his car keys away from him, after placing them on the bedside table, he gave Jungkook tiny kisses on his jaw as he fell asleep smiling at the beautiful feeling.

Jungkook woke up after 3 hours, he looked around but the place was empty, he assumed Jih was back, he showered and walked out to find Jimin on his laptop, listening to some songs by trainees.
"Hi, baby." Jungkook hugged him from behind. Jimin removed his headphones and kissed him.

"Isn't Jih back yet?" Jungkook looked around.
"Um.. Yeah. He'll be here, I guess they're a bit late." Jimin said with his eyebrows furrowed. He had been wondering why Jih hadn't returned yet.

"Call him." Jungkook said standing upright. Jimin gulped and nodded. He picked his phone up and called Yoongi thrice but he didn't respond. Jungkook looked around impatiently and Jimin tried to hide his worry.

"What the fuck?" Jungkook said angrily.
"I-" before Jimin could say something the doorbell rang and Jungkook quickly went up to the door. He opened the door and saw Jih standing there alone.

"Oh thank God." Jungkook kneeled down and hugged the little boy. Jihyung hugged Jungkook so tightly. He hid his face in the crook of Jungkook's neck.
"Is everything okay?" Jungkook asked him and Jimin ran up to them and took Jihyung's luggage in. Jih simply nodded and continued to hug him. He didn't say a word.

Jungkook took Jih to his room. Jimin gulped and looked at Jungkook helplessly. Jih had gone silent.

"Jungkook.. Let me talk to him alone.." Jimin whispered to him. Jungkook's face was hot because of anger but he knew it was the best option.
"Hey, Jih. How about I see you in the evening? When we go to the amusement park?" Jungkook said softly to Jih and then kissed his forehead.

Jih looked up at him, blank for a few seconds. But then he nodded and even gave him a small smile. Jungkook's heart broke as Jih stood up on his bed to hug him. His hug was so different than all the other ones.

Jungkook sighed and got up. Jimin was panicking internally.
"Call me as soon as possible. I'll go home till then and let my family know I'm alive. " Jungkook said to Jimin as he left Jihyung's room and Jimin nodded and hugged him.

Jungkook shook his head and left reluctantly. Jimin went to Jih and sat next to him.
"Baby, are you okay? " Jimin asked but Jih kept looking down and didn't say anything at all.

"Please tell me, Jih.. Please" Jimin begged again. Jihyung looked up with tears filled in his eyes and hugged him hard as he began sobbing.