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"What do you mean he's missing?!" Taehyung exclaimed.
"I'm going the other room to shower, get ready and just come with me." Jungkook said in a hurry and ran off to another room and Taehyung showered as well.

As he got dressed, as fast as he could, his hands kept shaking. He kept feeling like something had gone wrong. He quickly picked up his phone and called Hoseok. He kept his fingers crossed, his hands shaky and his breathing getting faster.
"Hi, you've reached Jung- soon to be Kim Hoseok. I can't take your call right now because I'm probably busy planning my wedding. Leave me a message!" said the happy voice, a small shy laugh at the end. Taehyung felt like his entire world come to a halt.

He ran out, still calling him but the message played over and over again. Jungkook walked out too and picked up Taehyung's car keys. He decided to drive and Taehyung sat next to him as he dialed his number again.
"Come on, Hoseok!" Taehyung yelled as he frantically tried to reach him.

Jungkook stopped the car and Taehyung looked up. He saw he was at Jin's house. Jungkook got down immediately and Taehyung followed even though he was puzzled.
"Hyung!" Jungkook hugged Jin and Taehyung hugged Namjoon. They came to know about how they had gone to Ilsan after Namjoon's father fell ill and hence they were both very busy, and had just returned a few hours ago. Hoseok's worried parents had returned too after they learned that their son had gone missing.

" Hoseok's car was last seen here and they he just got off and walked away. I...i wish we would have come back earlier but.." Jin said looking down. Jungkook sulked and hugged him. Namjoon pursed his lips and looked down as well. Taehyung comforted him and asked him about his father. And then comforted Hoseok's parents, his father just blank and his mother sobbing. She kept asking Taehyung if he knew what happened but they all were just silent.

Taehyung began telling Namjoon what had happened whereas Jungkook and Jin remained with Hoseok's parents.

"Taehyung! It was mistake! He... I admit it... It feels horrible but.. You both needed to talk things out. The fact that he told you-"
"Changes nothing, hyung! He cheated on me. I don't care about him." Taehyung said curtly.
"Tae--" before Namjoon could say something a police officer approached Hoseok's father.

"Sir?"
"Yes. Did you find him?" his father asked in a shaky voice.
"Sir. We can't trace your son, we've looked everywhere you have mentioned, for a more extensive search we need a few more hours to pass by till we can register this as a missing person's report. I'm sorry but for now there's not much we can do.." the police officer said sadly. Hoseok's mother began sobbing harder and his father looked defeated.

He just sat down on the stairs outside Jin's house, not knowing what to do. Jungkook looked at Taehyung helplessly. Taehyung already felt like his world was crashing down and his gut feeling got worse with every second that passed by 

"We'll go look for him till then. Don't worry." Jungkook knelt down in front of Hoseok's father who smiled sadly and stroked his hair with shaky hands.
"T--Thank you.." he said timidly. Taehyung's heart broke seeing them like this, they had always treated him like family.
"I'm going to look for him." Taehyung sighed and told Namjoon.
"Why? I thought you didn't care." Namjoon said.
"I am going because of Mr. And Mrs. Jung, they've been very good to me. They're family even if Hoseok isn't." Taehyung said but every fibre in his body hurt as he said these words. Namjoon sighed and walked to his car and was joined by jin, Jungkook drove off with Taehyung.

" Hyung, where do we look?" Jungkook asked in a timid voice. Taehyung closed his eyes as he felt himself tear up, Hoseok's voice was echoing in his mind.
"I.. I don't know.." Taehyung breathed out. Jungkook drove around, but they couldn't think of anything.

Taehyung picked his phone up and once again the notification of his full voice mail popped up. He kept looking down at it and finally pressed on it. He put the phone to his ear and sighed.
"Taehyung... Taehyung, please. I love you."
"Taehyungie don't leave me.. Please.. I made a mistake.. I swear I only love you. It meant nothing to me, Taehyungie.."
"Taehyung please.. Please don't leave your hobi like this. I am all yours. I am sorry, please. I'm begging you for a chance. I didn't mean for it to happen.."
"Taehyung please.. I made a mistake. Please let me in.. I... Do anything you want.. Just don't leave me like this.. I am nothing without you.."
"Please.. Please, Taehyungie.. Talk to me.. Please.. I love you.."
"Taehyungie.. Please.. I'm begging you, please.. Please.. I love you. I.. Only want you."

Taehyung's eyes welled up with tears as he heard the messages. Hoseok was sobbing in each an every one of them, he was begging, he could barely talk, he was barely lucid but he could feel his pain.
" You... I know I messed up but.. But I didn't mean to. Just forgive me this once, Taehyung. I love you."
"I'm sorry. I love you. Goodbye, Taehyungie. " the last message played.

Taehyung's heart sank as the last message played finally. There was something so frightening and haunting about it. He kept playing it over and over and the feeling wouldn't go away.

Before they knew it, it was about 11 pm. There was still no news of Hoseok. The cops were silent and Namjoon and Jin still looking on the other side of the city. Jungkook had texted Jimin that he was busy and would call him as soon as possible and since Jimin guessed that Taehyung had probably found out, he chose to remain silent and waited for Jungkook to reach out.

Time kept going by and it was 2am now. Jungkook was tired and now so worried. Taehyung was actually in a shock, he just couldn't talk or even comprehend anything after the last message played.
"Jungkook.." he said softly.
"Hmm?" Jungkook asked.
"Did I make a mistake?" Taehyung asked timidly. Jungkook sighed and held his hand.
"Hyung.. He made a mistake. He didn't mean it, you know?"
"So what? Does the alcohol make it all okay? Shouldn't I think of myself? Just this once?" Taehyung asked trying to ease himself. Jungkook let out a sharp breath and shook his head. He couldn't say anything.

"I.. I don't know, hyung. You both aren't different. You're one.. At least to me. I can't pick a side." Jungkook gulped. His fingers crossed as he wiped his silent tears off. Taehyung looked out of the window as they drove over a bridge. And there was complete silence.

"Jungkook!" Taehyung exclaimed.
"What!?" Jungkook asked alarmed.
"I.. I think I know where he could be! Let me drive! " Taehyung said quickly and Jungkook parked the car to the side.

The quickly changed seats and Taehyung drove as fast as he could without being reckless. Jungkook looked around puzzled as he saw him drive near a park.
" Hyung.. "
" We.. We used to come here and talk if we ever.. Ever had a fight. This has been our place since we started dating, it's a great place.. Very calming. " Taehyung said looking around, the weather changed quickly and it was so cold.

Taehyung halted the car and ran out. Jungkook followed and they both looked around. Both of them shivering from the cold.
" What the fuck, Hoseok?" Jungkook turned around to see Taehyung run up to Hoseok who sat on a bench, completely still.
"who is-"
"You'll fucking freeze! And you could get mobbed or murdered! What the fuck?!" Taehyung said taking one of his jackets off and putting it over his shoulders as he sat there in a plain thin t-shirt. He was definitely disoriented and looked really pale.

"Get up!" Taehyung tugged at his arm lightly but Hoseok just looked up blankly at him.
"Hoseok?" Taehyung shook him by the shoulders but still nothing. Jungkook gulped and ran up to help him.

"Hoseok! It's me!" Taehyung tried. Hoseok suddenly registered that what he was seeing was real. He grabbed the fabric of his shirt and began sobbing, his entire body weight on Taehyung.

Taehyung told Jungkook to grab the car keys and he picked Hoseok up, who just hid his face in the crook of his neck as he wrapped his arm around him, one arm just hanging.
Taehyung made him sit in the car but he grabbed onto him again. He was sobbing uncontrolably. Jungkook sighed and drove as Taehyung sat next to Hoseok and hugged him.

Jungkook in the meantime called Namjoon and the search came to a rest. They saw the sun on the horizon as they drove and Hoseok was still sobbing. Once they reached, Taehyung lifted him and took him upstairs while Jungkook decided to go to Jimin's house.They all didn't talk much, it had been exhausting. Jungkook told them to take care and Taehyung said the same to him.

He sat Hoseok down on his bed, he looked at the room which was a mess and Hoseok looked down ashamed. Taehyung now finally looked at his face. His eyes widened seeing how pale Hoseok looked, he had broken into a cold sweat and he looked at him with begging eyes, refusing to let go of his hands.
"Come.. You need to shower and sleep." he said in a cold tone.
"But. You.. You aren't leaving me, are you?" Hoseok's asked in a shaky voice, Taehyung didn't even reply and stripped him down, Hoseok had never felt this vulnerable in front of him. Didn't feel like Taehyung.

He turned the hot water on and Hoseok showered, he kept looking at Taehyung who stood outside the cubicle. He felt like he was being judged, he didn't feel like himself. Hoseok took a shower and Taehyung gave him a robe, he helped him dress up in pyjamas and Hoseok sat on the bed.
"Just sleep. Take care"  Taehyung said rather rudely.

He saw Taehyung waking towards the bedroom door. He ran up to him and hugged him from behind. Taehyung was furious now, he suddenly turned around and picked him up roughly by the waist. He lay him down on the bed and began kissing him hard. 

Taehyung was kissing him selfishly, not caring if he was hurting him. He pinned his hands above his head and bit down on his neck, his body pushing Hoseok's body down.
"Is this what you wanted?" he whispered in his ear, his tone was angry and hurt.
"Ta--" his words cut off by Taehyung's lips. Taehyung had kissed him roughly before but this was different, it was scaring Hoseok.

The more Taehyung thought about Hoseok sleeping with someone else, the angrier he got.

Taehyung began getting more aggressive, his bites getting more painful and his grip on Hoseok's wrists was too tight. He kept kissing him but suddenly he heard Hoseok sobbing. He immediately realised what he was doing, he rolled off of him, out of breath. He looked up at the ceiling, shocked at what he was doing to Hoseok, who had just had a panic attack last night and was still having a mild one.

He looked at Hoseok who was now sobbing hard. His hands still above his head, Taehyung looked at how he had managed to bruise his wrists. He gulped and looked back at the ceiling. Hoseok shivered and moved his shaky had, he barely had any energy but tried reaching for Taehyung.

Just as he touched him, Taehyung sat up.
"I can't do this." Taehyung breathed out.
"Ta--Tae--" Hoseok tried getting up, but he was dizzy from his anxiety kicking in. He managed to get up and hugged Taehyung.

"Let go. I.. I can't do this. I can't just.. I don't want to. I have to think about myself." Taehyung said pushing his hands off.
"Give me a chance.. Pl--please.." Hoseok whispered. He could barely stand straight but he tried his best to look normal.
"Why? You can't even give me a family." Taehyung laughed and patted Hoseok's stomach as he walked out.

Author's note

Being 5'10 sucks because I was sitting with my legs stretched out and a teacher almost tripped over them.

Hope for TaeSeok?

Soon:
Jikook and.. YoonJih? :)