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"What?" Jungkook gasped in disbelief.
"Yeah. You know, we um.. just out of curiosity went to a doctor to have a check up done, we were there to encourage a friend who was scared of getting the results and so we got them done too... Hoseok.. and I both have very low fertility... and so.. we barely have a chance." Taehyung let out a huge sigh and Jungkook held his hand.

"You remember? How I always told you that I didn't really want kids.." Taehyung asked Jungkook who nodded in response.
"Yeah.. now that it's not in the cards... It hurts. A lot. And it's not that I don't love Hoseok, but I can't even mention wanting kids.But I'm.. I'm hurting too. And I want to be there for him but I want someone to just..."
"Listen you out?" Jungkook held his hand tighter.
"Yeah. Just listen me out. " Taehyung looked down.
"I'm here, hyung. Forever. " Jungkook nudged him with his shoulder.

"And! You can always adopt a baby. It will never matter as long as you love them as your own. The man who raises a child is always more of a parent than the one who just gave birth biologically. " Jungkook gulped as his mind wandered off to Jihyung.
"That's what Grandma said too!" Taehyung laughed and Jungkook smiled. She was everything to all of them.
"I guess so. But.. I guess we're not ready yet. " Taehyung said and gave him a sad smile.

"No rush. " Jungkook winked at him and they sat quietly.
"Damn, Jeon. You in love, and me not being able to have kids. Everything is fucked up. " Taehyung laughed.
"I know, man. Didn't even think it'd be possible. I've... Never wanted to be with someone. Ever. You know everything with Eomma and Appa. I had just given up. And now for this guy... I don't know how I just kept slipping into this feeling. I tried to stop, but I just couldn't. At first I thought it was lust, but then I didn't just want his body. " Jungkook spoke and Taehyung nodded and looked him.

"I wanted his attention, his smile, his laugh, to come home to him and Jihyung everyday. I wanted a family with him, and trust me hyung, I wouldn't have ever treated Jih like he weren't my own child. But.... I was so stupid for thinking he could want the same. You were right, I am not what he needs. " Jungkook spoke timidly, Taehyung's heart feeling an ugly squeeze seeing him this way.

"You really fell in love. " Taehyung held his hand.
"I did. And I.. he didn't love me back. " Jungkook spoke out and let out a sad laugh. Taehyung sighed.

"Let's go somewhere. " Taehyung mumbled.
"Where?" Jungkook arched an eyebrow as Taehyung pulled out a few outfits.
"Shopping. " Taehyung smiled.
"I hate--"
"Just trust me. Let's go. " Taehyung pulled out a white t-shirt, blue jeans and black timberlands and went off to get ready.

The boys said bye to Taehyung's parents and drove off in a new Mercedes Benz.

"Why are we here?" Jungkook arched an eyebrow at Taehyung.
"Shut up and come with me. " Taehyung got down from the car and Jungkook rolled his eyes and followed.
"Hyung, why are we here. I'm.."

"Mr. Kim and Mr. Jeon!" Said an elderly lady dressed in a sharp formal grey skirt and white shirt. She was the owner of the fanciest salons in Seoul and she had a boutique of her own.  She designed clothes for the biggest celebrities and her makeup team worked for all big companies.
"Mrs. Choi!" Taehyung beamed and hugged her.
"I haven't seen you boys here in so long. Not since your strawberry blonde hair, Taehyung. " She teased.
"I know. We've had black hair for a few years now. " Taehyung laughed.

"So, how can I help you? Again with the dark brown hair, Jungkook?" She pulled Jungkook's cheek.
"I like being safe. " Jungkook poured cutely.

"Sure. This way. " She escorted the boys to an elevator and the went to the second floor. The spacious place had 4 seats, very plush with soft music playing. The chairs also had headphones attached to them, the boys could listen to anything they liked.

The two employees there blushed and bowed as the tall boys walked in.
"Hey, guys!" They saw Youngjae walk in. He was Mrs. Choi's grandson.
"Youngjae!" They beamed and hugged him.
"I came to see Jungkook! Man! I missed you at Yugyeom's party. " He smiled and hugged him.

Jungkook remembered it was when he went to pick Jih up. He managed to nod and speak.
"Yeah. Wasn't too well."
"Well! Let's go clubbing today! I'll get a white shirt for Tae and a black for our JK here." Youngjae suggested.
"Sure! I'll call Hoseok too. " Taehyung beamed.
"I'm really not... I can'--"

Taehyung held his hand.
"Stop it. Don't over think it. " He whispered and Jungkook nodded.
"Sure. " He smiled.
"50 shades of brown hair again?" Youngjae teased and Jungkook hit him lightly.

"I'm going ash blond." Taehyung beamed and took a seat.
"Jungkook?" Taehyung asked as Jungkook sat on the seat silently looking in the mirror. His heart hurting as memories made a way back.
"Red." He spoke and all of them gasped.

"Woah boy! You sure?" Youngjae massaged his shoulders. And Taehyung looked at him to. Jungkook smirked in the mirror.

"Red. Maybe with a hint of strawberry pink too. " he said again and the boys smirked.

After a few hours their hair was done and got dressed in formal shirts that Youngjae had sent for them.

The boys beamed at each other's new appearances. They needed this.

"Yes, bitches." Let's go!" Youngjae beamed at them and the two of them thanked his grandmother who obviously didn't accept payment and left.

Hoseok texted back he'd meet them at the club. He had no idea about the changed appearances.

They reached at about 8pm, and waited for Hoseok who drove in his own Porsche.

He stood near his car and when Taehyung turned him around, he gasped.
"Oh my fuck!" He said and beamed.
"Hi, hobi. "
"Hi.." Hoseok ran his hands through his hair and laughed lightly.
"You look so hot. " He kissed him.

"Thanks, love. " Taehyung hugged him, Jungkook beamed and ran up to them
"Red hair!!" Hoseok yelled and almost fell seeing him.
"Like it?"
"Love it!" Hoseok laughed.

He hugged Youngjae too and they all walked in. It was the same kind of vibe, Jungkook was having a hard time breathing. The loud music, the dance. Everything.

He walked up to the bar and drank up 6 shots. His heart pounding and stomach burning. Head starting to spin and vision getting blurry. Every little thing about Jimin was everything he wanted. Then why?

He huffed and turned around to look at the dance floor. Hoseok and Taehyung were dancing, Youngjae was dancing with Jaebum and Jungkook scanned the area.

His eyes lay on a girl, wearing a light blue dress, similar to what Jimin was wearing that night. He walked up to her and grabbed her waist.

She immediately smiled and began grinding on him.
"Rosé!" She beamed.
"Okay. " Jungkook said casually and smashed his lips onto hers. Her scent was fruity too, but it wasn't Jimin's. He got more aggressive and she tugged on his  hair. He picked her up and sat on a couch in the corner.

She was kissing him all over but Jungkook felt nothing. His body rather fighting the feeling and he told her to stop and got up immediately.

He kissed multiple people that night. Wandering around the club waiting for a similar feeling, a similar scent but nothing could compare. His heart now burning and he got angrier so he drank more and more. It was when he got into a fist fight with one of the guys, is when Taehyung and Hoseok dragged him out. Jungkook could barely walk straight and he looked pale.

Taehyung and Hoseok helped him throw up on the side of the road as they drove back around 2am. For Jungkook to be drunk, he must have had too much.  Hoseok got concerned and gave him water.

Taehyung felt guilty for letting this happen. But he just helped quietly. They stopped at a store and gave him something to eat. He gradually felt better and breathed out but closed his eyes.

They reached his house and Tae and Hoseok helped him walk.
"I am fine guys! Let go!" He pushed them off and walked fine.
"Hyung.. You both should always be together. " Jungkook mumbled to Hoseok whose eyebrows furrowed.
"Because you're... You're perfect. And I'm... I lost my love. So..Be together for me. " He said softly as he walked across the porch.

Hoseok looked at Tae who nodded and Hoseok understood they'd talk at home. The three of them hugged before Tae and Hoseok left and Jungkook entered his house quietly at 3:15 am.

As he walked to the dining room to see if he could eat something, he saw his grandmother who had fallen asleep on the chair waiting for him.

His heart became heavy as he looked at her and walked up slowly and kneeled down.
"Grandma.." he patted her knee.
"Mm?" She moved and her eyes fluttered open.
"Oh Jungkook. You're back! I was waiting.." She smiled and shifted. Jungkook gulped as his heart hurt seeing her like this.

The way he had treated her this morning and she still did this for him. He couldn't hold back so he hugged her tightly and burst out crying.