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Jungkook drove home feeling super lost. He didn't know how to stop this thing he was feeling for Jimin and the way he wanted to care for Jih. Jungkook huffed as he entered his house and went up to his room.

He just couldn't stop feeling like his heart was going to burst from all the overwhelming emotions. He hated it. He wasn't marriage material! He didn't want anything more than a casual fuck, but he could not stop his desire for Jimin.

He closed his eyes frustrated at how helpless he was when it came to controlling his feeling for Jimin. But then again, he had never felt this way before. The second he lay his eyes on Jimin, he knew he wanted him all for himself. And when he saw Jih's scars, he knew he wanted to protect him with all his life.

He just didn't want to be in love. He knew it always hurt. Marriages were just shams, none of the love was real. Everything would eventually fade. He didn't want to sign up for this.

Jungkook texted Taehyung.
"I know something is up. Call me tomorrow. " And threw his phone on the side and fell asleep.

At Hoseok's house, Taehyung kept hugging his boyfriend who cried inconsolably.
"Hoseok, it's okay."
"No it's not." Hoseok sobbed in his chest.
"We may be able to conceive...There's a.." Tae's voice cracked. Hoseok shook his head and cried harder. They both knew what the doctor said. The chances of them having a child were next to impossible.

"We can adopt, as long as we're together and we can love and raise them.." Tae tried.
"I know but... I want a baby. With your eyes, my smile, your nose.." Hoseok looked up and ran his finger along Tae's nose and then burst out crying.
"Hoseok I.." Tae didn't know what to say. He had always said that he wasn't in a rush to have kids but now that he barely had a chance of having one, it hurt.

"I want a baby who's half Kim Taehyung and half Jung Hoseok." Hoseok sobbed, he was beginning to get breathless. Tae hugged him tighter as his tears fell too.
"Our baby.." Hoseok whispered.
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Jungkook woke up to Tae's text.
"Meet us tomorrow for lunch? Got some work today."
Jungkook arched an eyebrow and yawned.
"Done. Tomorrow!" Jungkook sent the reply.

He brushed his teeth and got in to shower. As he was taking his shirt off, suddenly his senses filled with Jimin's scent. It was coming from his shirt. He held it close and inhaled, it was still so sweet. He ran his hand over his neck, right where he had felt Jimin's cheek rub.

He got into the shower and turned the cold water on. As the water touched his skin, he let out a small moan. Just thinking about his plump lips, neck, his legs, and round butt made him so hard.
"Oh fuck.." Jungkook felt his breathing get faster as he stroked his length. He closed his eyes, the cold water falling down from his eyelashes as he bit his lip hard. He could only imagine being on top of him, watching him intently as he moaned his name as he fucked him hard and..

"JUNGKOOK?" his eyes shot open as he heard Mingyu's voice. He cursed under his breath.
"Fuck.." Jungkook breathed as he grabbed a towel and wrapped it around his waist and went out.
"Hi baby.." Mingyu looked so hot in a white shirt and blue jeans. His black hair parted. He walked up to him slowly and put his arms around his neck.
"What are you doing here?" Jungkook grabbed his arms lightly and pushed them off.

"Hey, stop. I've missed you..And know you've missed me." Mingyu said in a low tone as he licked his lips. Jungkook breathed in, he didn't understand. A few days ago, had Mingyu done this, he would have fucked him right then. But right now he felt nothing. It was rather weird.
"I haven't." He said curtly.
"Haven't missed fucking me? Come on.." Mingyu reached for Jungkook's dick but Jungkook stopped him. He grabbed his wrist and pushed him off.
"Don't... " Jungkook mumbled. Mingyu bit his lip and smirked.
"Playing hard to get? Let it begin." He said softly and pecked his lips as he walked off. Jungkook rubbed his lips and made a disgusted face as he got dressed.

He was very irritable, obviously because he couldn't come and was kissed by a desperate ex. He huffed and went downstairs and spotted his Grandma struggling with her phone.

"Wassup?" He beamed and hugged her.
"I can't seem to go back from this page. How to.." Jungkook laughed and pressed the centre button.
"Oh!" She was shocked. He laughed and hugged her tighter.
"You seem happy." She arched an eyebrow.
"Hey! I'm always super happy!" He pouted. She nodded and smiled, she could see it was because of Jih and Jimin.
"I loved Jih! He needs to visit!" She pulled his cheek.
"Yes! He is so adorable! He was a little shy with you but he's so talkative and cute. He has this beautiful smile and contagious laugh. He's also very bright in studies but just kind of low on confidence." Jungkook talked as he ate a toast. His grandmother listened intently. He had never talked this much about anyone.

"Jimin is beautiful." She said and Jungkook choked on what he was eating. He coughed and quickly drank some water. She smirked.

This boy was trying so hard to cover up his feelings. She shook her head.

"Y-yeah.. he's okay.." he managed and they ate. Suddenly his grandmother coughed, and held her chest.
"Grandma?" He quickly gave her water and she sipped it slowly.
"I'm okay.." she breathed in and out. And tried to smile.
"Are you sure?" He held her hands.
She smiled lovingly at him and stroked his face.
"I'm sure. "

She was growing old.
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Jimin had a regular day at work but it was a little complex ad he had forgotten his phone at home, he had no way to reach anyone but he went about with his day and picked Jih from his dance practice around 4.
"Hi dad!" Jih kissed his cheek.
"Hi Jihyungie!" He hugged him.
"I like you" Jih teased him.
"I like you too!" Jimin kissed his cheek and laughed.

"Bye, Jih!" Jimin saw a small girl wave at Jih who blushed when she did.
"Bye.." he said softly and waved.
"Who's that?" Jimin beamed.
"Just some girl. Let's go! Can't wait to see Ironman!" Jih said and Jimin shook his head as he chuckled.

As the hour advanced, Jih got more and more excited. He jumped around near the door and even before Jimin heard the bell, Jih opened the door just by hearing Jungkook's footsteps.
"Ironman!" He jumped and as usual, Jungkook picked him up.
"How did you know it was me?" Jungkook asked surprised.
"I was waiting by the door. " Jih hugged him hard and Jungkook's heart fluttered seeing how Jih waited for him.

"I've missed you too.." He hugged him tightly and stood there for a few seconds.
"Hey.." Jimin walked up to them.
"Hi, Jimin.." Jungkook smiled at him. It was kind of embarrassing how he had almost jerked off to the thoughts of this man a few hours ago.

Jih and Jungkook were studying, when the bell rang. Jimin looked puzzled and walked up to the door and opened it.
"Taemin!"
"Hi, handsome!" Taemin beamed and hugged him hard. Jungkook's attention immediately shifted.
"I texted and called but you never responded. Couldn't stay back waiting for a positive for our date today so I came over." Taemin kept holding him by the waist.
"Oh I'm sorry. Didn't even touch my phone today. Come in!" Jimin laughed.

Jungkook clenched his jaw and then stuck his tongue in his cheek.
"Uncle Taemin!" Jih beamed as he saw them walk in and hugged Taemin.
"Hi, Jiji!" He hugged him.
"Oh, um. Taemin." Taemin beamed and extended his hand.
"Pleasure. Jeon Jungkook." Jungkook's tone was so cold but he shook his hand. Even Jimin was taken aback he had never seen him this way.

"Great." Taemin arched an eyebrow at Jimin who gulped. Jungkook so damn intimidating but not in a bad way. He didn't scare him like Yoongi did.
"Jih! You wanna go for an ice cream?" Taemin kneeled down.
"I'm studying. Ironman has asked me to finish 30 of these, I'm down to 15." He explained.

"And then, I was hoping I'd take him for a drive. All 3 of us if you don't mind, Tae..Um?" Jungkook pretended to forget his name.
"Taemin.." Taemin huffed.
"Right. Taemin! "
"Is this right, Jimin?" Taemin smirked.
"Oh um..." He looked at Jih who was holding Jungkook's hand. Clearly indicating he wanted to go with him.

"They must have planned it when I wasn't here... I'm so sorry.." Jimin said softly and Jungkook smirked in approval and slightly arched his eyebrow. He didn't know why he was doing this but he knew he actually did want to spend more time with both Jih and Jimin.
"Let's have a coffee till Jih studies!" Jimin smiled and held his hand and walked out with him. Taemin beamed and wrapped his arm around his waist.

As they laughed about their days, Jungkook continued to stare. He stretched his arms and then moved his head side to side. His body feeling as if on fire, as he saw Jimin laugh with him. He clenched his jaw shut and then his anger suddenly disappeared when he felt Jih hold his hand.

"I'm done!" He said tired.
"I'm so proud!" Jungkook smiled brightly and hugged him. He picked him up and walked out.

Jimin was near the door and laughing as was Taemin. It looked as if he was about to leave but had started a new topic. Jungkook bit his lip and huffed as he held Jih and stood there waiting.

"Shall we?" Jimin jumped slightly as he heard his husky voice, feeling his hot breath on his ear and felt him wrap his huge arm around his waist and pull him close.