Anika POV

With the look Shivaay was giving me, it was impossible to enjoy whatever I am eating right now

I was fighting an urge to push my plate aside and just let him take me now and with his eyes switching from blue to green and back again filled with lust he wasn't helping

The is a saying that if a looks could kill I would be dead by now

But in Shivaay's case if looks could seduce I would be naked and moaning by now

I don't know if it because it been a while since we have been intimate or something else but our lust for each feels like it has tripled today

The sexual tension was almost electrical between us,I wanted him like I needed water

"OK we are done!" Shivaay said abruptly standing up,I was shocked for a moment till I realised he was right,it's definitely time

I give him my hand as he stood beside my chair,he looked at it with longing and also with dread
Like he was dying to hold my hand by also knew I shouldn't be touching him

"No!" Let go!"he said avoiding my touch, I smiled at his reaction with pride glad I could still make him that crazy for me

"Floor!and key!" He asked me as we hurried to elevator

After I told him the floor number and given him the key we stood in the elevator for a moment trying to control ourselves from jumping into each others arms

Dink!the elevator doors open and we practically run to our room excitement heating up between us

"After you!" Shivaay whispered in my ear with a voice full of desire

I walked in to a breathtakingly beautiful that has a night view of all of Mumbai, "Wow!" I whispered awestruck

"Breathtaking isn't it!" Shivaay said standing very close behind me,only he wasn't looking at the view but at me

I felt myself blush as I turned in his arms, held on to his jacket my eyes on his lips,"I'm sorry!"Shivaay said leaning closer and closer to me

"What!why?" I asked confused snapping my eyes from his lips to his eyes

"I don't think I can go slow or gentle tonight!" He whispered his hand going around my back making me tremble with need,as his lips met mine

He pushed me back against the wall knocking the breath out of me as he kiss his way down my neck to my shoulder and my breast

"Mmmmm shivaay!" I moaned my hand in his hair trying to pull him closer to me

All of sudden he pull away from me and I nearly crumbled to the floor

"Shhh stand right there!"he said and preceded to slowly remove his clothing till he was standing before me naked

Now I know I shouldn't be looking at Shivaay so boldly but you have a husband as sexy as mine and a need as great as ours it was practically impossible to stop my eyes from devouring him from where he was standing

He got down on his knees helped me out of my shoes and kissed his way up my legs,licked my waist as he gently removed the skirt I was wearing,pulled to his body as he kissed and licked my breasts all the way to my lips till I was also naked

He took me to the couch his lips on me, his naked body tightly pressing on mine

"God i missed you!"Shivaay said leaning over my naked body

" I missed you too!"I said putting my arms around his neck as Shivaay showed me exactly what he meant when he said he couldn't go slowly or gently

An hour later I was a moaning mess and very satisfied

"We are not done yet!" Shivaay laughingly said as he pulled me over his shoulder to our bedroom to show exactly how much he missed me

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The next morning after a tiring but very satisfactory night we decided to have a a big breakfast together in our room

We made small talk,laughed and simply enjoyed each others company

"I think I should start my own company!" Shivaay said his hand touching the inside of my naked thigh

I nodded trying to concentrated on his words and not from the feeling I got from his hand

He was making me wish I had worn the robe from the hotel instead of his shirt!

"I was trying to do everything for Pari instead of co- parenting with you because......."

"Shhh I know!!I know how you feel you missed out on Arnav and how you are making it up with Pari!.....I understand!" I said putting my hand on his lips

"I'm sorry I neglect you,neglected us in the process!" He said kissing my hand,"I think maybe going back to work will help me in prioritising my life!"

I jumped into his lap happy to hear this from him,although I am grateful for the help from Shivaay these past months he needed to have something outside of me and the children! Something that his alone!

"I think it time to go back to bed!" He said wrapping my legs around his waist and proceeded to take me once again

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We walked back into OM late that afternoon and I am glad to say Shivaay hasn't left my side,"I think we should go back!"shivaay whispered as I giggled at his words

"Arghmmm!" A voice said snapping me out of my daydream and back to reality

"Afternoon Bhai,Bhabhi!" Omkara said looking at shivaay and I with a smirk on his face

"Did you guys enjoy yourselves!" Rudra said making fun of us

"Yes! We did!" Shivaay smirk at them as he pulled me closer to him,"Shivaay! "I scolded at him embarrassed

The brothers laughed together at my embarrassment and I felt myself smile at the their happy faces

Ever since Pari birth they have once again grown close to each other!whatever Shivaay said to them seemed to bridge the gap them and I was so happy about it

" Anyway Shivaay bhai!Anika bhabhi we need to talk to you guys! "They said looking serious

" i guess our little honeymoon is over!" I thought to myself as we went to sit down

But Shivaay pulled me almost on top of him on the couch, his hand drawing circles around my waist I knew that it was only over for the moment!

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JHANVI POV

So this is what I am reduced to,what I have reduced myself to...eavesdropping on my family members so I could at least know what going on in their lives cos I know they won't tell me!

"I...I..bhai!" Rudra mumbled to Shivaay clearly nervous,"Omkara tell him!"

Om shot Rudy with an annoyed look before looking back at the glowing Anika and Shivaay, "ahhmm Shivaay I...Rudra what's to marry Soumya!" Omkara said making snapped my head to rudra

"He also wants to marry Guari!" Rudra said like he was somehow accusing Omkara

I was stunned!My sons want to get married and they didn't tell me

"OK wait what going on!?" Shivaay asked looking a little confused at the angry looks Omkara and rudra shot at each other

"Shivaay you know Guari Sharma right!She is Anika bhabhi's manager at the boutique!" Omkara explain and at Shivaay nod he continued

"Anyway she was there the day of Anika bhabhi's accident and we kind of being seeing each other ever since,so now that everything is going great here at home I proposed to her!" He said

"And I proposed soumya about a month ago,we were just waiting for the right time to tell you guys!" Rudra said looking as if her was scared that anika will disapprove

"This is so great!" Anika said jumping out of the couch and into omru's arms, "I am so happy for you both! But you should have told us sooner!" She smiled clearly very excited about the news

"Bhai??" Rudra said to shivaay who hasn't said a word so far

A tear role down shivaay eyes,"I am sorry that you had to wait almost a year to tell us this!I know it my fault and......

"Shhh!shivaay Its OK!Omkara said trying to deny what he just said,

" ...I promise to make it up to you! "Shivaay said over omkara's voice

"Yes we will both make it up to you!" Anika said holding shivaay's hand and smiled at the brothers

"I am so happy that my brothers found their happiness!" Shivaay said with teary eyed smile and the three of them hugged

"Don't make any plans for your wedding just leave everything up to me!" Shivaay said looking very excited about whatever he was planning

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I walked away tears running down my eyes

Ever since the accident,finding out that Tia run a pregnant Anika over I have had this pain in my heart every time I come home but I kept telling myself I deserved what I have,what I took from shivaay!!

After all the pain and suffering I have endured because of Tej Singh Oberoi I deserved to get what he desired the most and that is Oberoi Empire!

It been almost a year and I must say I am drowning!I have no idea how Shivaay does it!

Apart from my failer in business it is the disgust I feel every time I work into my home ,the envy I have of pinky who seem to have fixed her relationship with her son and daughter in law but mostly its the pain I feel every time I see Anika and little Pari because I remember how I unknowingly had a hand in almost killing them

I walked into my room looked myself in the mirror and for the first time saw myself as who I have became

I have became the person I hate with all my heart!I have became Tej Singh Oberoi!

I crumbled to floor and cried,"What have I done!Who are you!"I shouted at my mirror

I cried not only for all that I have done to myself and my family but also what was done to me ,what I have endured

For the first time I cried for me!For my broken love,broken marriage
I washed away all that hatred and pain I felt for Tej with my tears now I am a new woman

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I stood up after hours of crying my eyes out,the weight I have been carrying seem to fall from my shoulders!I felt good!

After I shower! I walked to the room Tej has been staying in

"What the hell do you want!" He said looking angrily at me,I waited for a moment, waiting to see if I feel the usual joy at his anger and hurt I hear from his voice but I felt nothing

I no longer care if he was happy or sad!embarrassed or not! I was finally indifferent to Tej!He can't no longer hurt me nor bring me joy!

"I want a divorce!" I said throwing the papers on his bed

I have had the paper for over a year now but I didn't have the courage to give it to him till right now!

"What!"he said looking shocked

"I'm tired Tej!This game we keep playing between us is tiring!I don't love you anymore and I don't hate you either I just want you to let me go!" I said tears of relief running down my eyes

Tej and I have been playing this game for years!He cheated and I hated him just for a moment before taking him back but now its truly over

"Wait!don't do this!" He said when we saw that this time I was serious,"please!

"I did love you,you know!" I said as I kissed his forehead and pulled my hand from his face

I walked away from the teary eyed Tej Singh Oberoi to an uncertain future and I have never been happier

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Knock

Knock

"I was nervous! This is going to be so hard!"I think to myself

The door opens and I hold my breath ," Jhanvi Aunt?"shivaay said holding little pari in his arms and looking at me with confusion,pain,uncertain and mistrust on his face

My heart broke a little as I looked at the face of the son I loved but betrayed

"Can we talk please!" I said hoping that after our talk I will get my family back!!

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