SHIVAAY POV

"Have you found anything yet?"I practically growled at the person sitting opposite me....its was better to growl at him than to do what I really want to do and that is strangle him to dead

" Mr Oberio as I told you last week, I need more time to gather all the information you need, just give me time to do my work!" He said in a calm voice like he was to child or an insane person and I couldn't blame him

"Mr Khan please just call me immediately after you find my son!" I said dread going up my spine,a feeling I have felt ever since I found out I had a son

"Not to be arrogant Mr Oberio but I am one of the best PI in India and I will find everything you want to know about you son" he said kindly at me

"Thank you Mr Khan!" I said standing up and shaking hands as Khanna shows him the door

Every since I found out a month ago that I have a son I have been frantically looking for him

I keep imagining what he might look like,is he like me or not,is he loved

"Shhh its OK shivaay!" I feel myself being pull into omru's hug and it only than I realise I was silently crying,for a while I allow myself a moment of weakness

"We will find him" they say to me trying to console me but what I feel is rage,not at my brother but at the women who has done this to me,to our son,My Wife!Tia!

I pull myself from their hug, telling myself I can't afford to be weak and I ask omkara to call the Kapoors for a family meeting

He stares at me for a minute like he is trying to figure out what I'm going to do and he nods and starts calling them to arrange everything

Later...

I walked in to the Kapoors and my family sitting together awkwardly, while my mother is trying to make small talk with Mrs Kapoors

This I'm sure is not what my mother thought would happen when she and Mrs Kapoor dreamed about mine and Tia's wedding

Their friendship started when I was a child when my mother saw Tia(a beautiful child from upperclass family) and insisted she must marry her only son,after that we grow up together and developed a friendship

A couple of years later after she come back from America where her mother ship her off too(i have no idea why?)she was different, she was beautiful and I was mesmerized and thought myself in love with her,so when Mrs Kapoor and my mother brought the marriage idea again I agreed!

Before I knew it I had a wife who i loved and my grandfather made me the new CEO of Oberoi Empire
My life became hectic but in a good way,I was happy

But it seemed I was the only one happy cos Tia disappeared 5 months into our marriage, I thought she was kidnapped so I got a bit insane,I called the commissioner in,post a big reward for her return
A week later I received a letter from Tia that devastated me!

Flashback (letter)

Shivaay baby

Please try to understand I'm not ready to be your wife,This is not the life i thought we would have,I wanted us to stay in an apartment alone but you wanted to stay with you family
You care more about your job than you do about me.

I can't be the wife you need right now,I love you but i don't want to be married right now!

PS stop telling people I'm kidnapped... Its embarrassing

Tia

End flashback

She disappeared for 9 long years trying to find herself,that's what she said when she came back and she was ready now to be the best wife..thinking in the 9 years I will be sitting right where she left me,but the 9 years also taught me something, the is no such thing as love and trust

The letter she left broke something in me and I grow colder and colder .....every time I found out what she was really up to these last 9 years till I felt nothing but hatred for Tia and all women.

It was amusing watching her beg me to get back together,declaring her undying love as she humiliates herself,it took me a year of playing with her giving her hope of a reunion than change my mind that I got bored and told her the truth.

Flashback

"Why are you playing with me shivaay baby,you now I love you!" Tia yelled at me with a look of frustration on her face

"Its been a year shivaay baby and you don't even introduce me as your wife at a function, what going on!You said you forgive me!" She paced in front of me in my office,looking angry by the second and as much as this was entertaining it was getting old fast

"That because you are not my wife Tia,I filed for divorce 8 years ago and got it in the bases of abandonment!" I replied with a smirk on my face.." So you see Tia you are nothing to me but a girl who won't take no for an answer...

"I don't want you anymore, you stopped being anything to me the moment I saw your letter,although your acting this past year as been entertaining I'm bored of playing"! I said getting up from me chair,starring at a shocked tia for bit and going back to my office function

End flashback

I slowly sat down near Tia and looked at her,looking for the women I once thought I loved.
"Was she a figment of my imagination, was tia always what she is now,selfish and I just didn't know"!I asked myself looking for an explanation that would justify a mother abandoning her child.

I took her hand in mine and got closer to her and for a moment I saw confusion and hope in her eyes and in the corner of my eye i saw our mothers smile at each other in hope of our reunion
I tighten the grip of her hand as I starred at her face and killing all her hopes,I let her see the fury in my eyes,at that moment I wanted her to see all the hatred I had for her

She started to pull her hand from mine as she read the emotions on my face ," Shivaay you are hurting me!" She said with small voice,fear clear in her face as I continued starring at her

I smile,a smile that might be considered an evil smile and asked, "Tia, tell me about my son!" I said calmly watching for her reaction and going by her reaction I knew in that moment I'm going to destroy Tia and everything she holds dear!