Back at the air bnb, I'm too miserable to eat any of the dinner my parents made. They're feeling better after the food poisoning they got, so they insisted on grilling out since it was our last night here.

Maddie ended up breaking her foot and has to be in a cast for the next couple weeks. Cameron wrote some sickening, cheesy saying on it that almost made me gag. Ever since we found out about them, Cameron hasn't left her side. He's doting over her hand and foot, and, to be honest, it's surprising to me.

"You haven't eaten your steak." Maya points to my plate, and I shrug, swirling my fork around in circles. "You need to get on it." She giggles into my ear. "You'll need the energy."

Oh, hell.

Damn if I don't pick up my fork and knife and scarf the whole thing down in minutes. I'm full as hell as Maya helps my mom clean up the dishes from the table, leaving Maddie, Cameron and I alone. I'm not sure where my dad is. He finished his dinner awhile ago, and it wouldn't surprise me if he went off to find another girl to screw for the night.

"You want anything more before they put it away?" Cameron tucks a strand of Maddie's hair behind her ear, but she shakes her head. "Okay, beautiful. I'll bring your plate in."

Oh my god. Who the fuck is this?

He disappears behind the sliding glass door, and Maddie taps her fingers on the patio table. "You'll have to speak to me at some point you know." She says, but thankfully Cameron comes back out, followed by Maya.

"So...." Maya grins mischievously. "Mind if I take the place in your room tonight, Cameron? You don't mind sharing a bed with Maddie, right?"

I almost choke on my water that I was in the process of swallowing, and typically I'd be way more pissed about this, but sharing a bed with Maya is intriguing to say the least. If Cameron has to bang my sister for a night in order for me to have this chance then so fucking be it. I can be pissed about that another day.

"It's all yours." Cam smirks.

"Perfect. We'll switch rooms around eleven? That's when your parents normally go to sleep, right?"

He nods.

______

When eleven rolls around, I'm scrolling through my phone when I hear Cameron get up. We haven't spoken since I found out he's been screwing Maddie, and I don't plan on starting anytime soon. Call me petty, whatever, but at least I told him about Maya. He knew I was into her, and he kept this entire relationship with my sister a complete secret from me. What for? Because he was too ashamed to tell me? Because he planned on breaking her heart? I don't have the willpower in me to ask because I'm terrified to find out.

He's scrambling around in the dark, and then I hear him un-zip his suitcase. I know exactly what it is he's looking for, and the thought irritates the living hell out of me.

Still, I continue scrolling through random social media posts until he clears his throat. "Did you use one of my condoms?"

"Why?" I reply in a snarky tone. "Planning to use more than one with my sister tonight?"

"I was just-" and then he sighs loudly, zipping his suitcase back up before he tosses a condom onto my comforter. "I only brought four. I was making sure we both had one to use tonight."

"When the fuck did you use the other one?" I seethe. "God, are you just fucking her every second of the day?"

"Look, I get this is awkward, and I know you're hurt that I kept this from you, but you're going to have to get over it eventually. I don't have any intentions of hurting her."

"Doubtful." I scoff. "You screw over every single girl you lay eyes on."

"And you don't?"

My buttons have been pushed too far this trip. I'm livid when I throw the comforter off of me and rise to my feet, getting directly into his face. "As a matter of fact, no." I seethe. "I don't view women like a fucking object. I've been in love with one girl for years, but I pretended to be some hot shot to impress you. I lost my god damn virginity last night."

It's dark in this room, but I can see him blink a couple of time before he says, "so, the girl at the party..."

"Never existed." I finish. "I made her up."

"Why the fuck would you lie about that?"

"Because all you've talked about for the last four years is girls and what you've done to them. That's all we ever talk about. We used to play Pokémon and do fun shit, and for the past four years all you've done is drag me to every fucking lame ass party with you so that you can get laid."

Cameron's fists clench at his sides. "I didn't make you do anything, Ethan. You could have told me the truth about being a virgin. I wouldn't have cared."

This was supposed to be a fight about him being with Maddie, but suddenly I find all of the problems I've had with him begin to spill out.

"Exactly. You don't care about anyone but yourself. That's how it's been since we got to high school, but I was so scared to lose you as my friend that I put up with it. I've been in your shadow for years, and I get that losing your mom changed you, but-"

"Don't you dare bring her into this." He warns.

"You changed since then, It's just a fact. And I understand, but I've spent so much energy trying to be there for you and attempting to fix you that I lost my damn self in the process. I don't even know who I am anymore, and I don't want Maddie to get lost in the process, too. She's incredible, Cameron, and I know first hand that you aren't ready to make her your forever."

The silence hangs between us like a thick cloud once I'm finished, but I hear him sniffle and wipe quickly at his eyes after thirty seconds or so.

"If you want to stop being friends then fine." He shrugs. "I know that I'm a mess, alright? I didn't expect you to try and fix me though, Ethan, nor did I ask you to. I'm sorry I've been a shit friend and that I didn't notice you were going through it, and that's my fault, but you have no idea how I feel about Maddie. I would never expect her to fix me, and I wouldn't have asked her to date me if I wasn't serious about it. I'll apologize for being a bad friend to you, but I'm not going to apologize for falling in love with Maddie because whether you believe it or not, I really do think she's my forever."

I'm frozen in place — unable to speak when there's knocks on the door. We both have tears in our eyes, but we quickly suck it up when Cameron opens up the door, Maya standing on the other side of it. God, I want to hold her. I might have just lost my best friend, and the only one who can mend these pieces is her.

"You ready?" She asks Cameron, glancing between us when she notices the tension. Cameron leaves without another word, leaving the two of us alone as she closes the door with her back. "Is everything okay between you two? Did you make up?"

"Kind of the opposite, actually." I mutter and pull her towards me so that she's finally in my arms. "I came clean about everything, and you're right, it felt good to let it out. I mean, I'm hurt of course, but for the first time I think I can truly just be me."

Maya looks adorable in an oversized t-shirt — her hair piled up into a messy bun on top of her head. She pulls me close and kisses my cheek. "I'm so proud of you." She says. "This Ethan is incredible."

I kiss her again, unable to keep my lips off her. After my fight with Cameron, I need her now more than ever. She's my safe place, and I'm starting to think she always will be.

Walking with her towards the bed, the back of her knees hit the mattress and she falls down onto her back. I strip myself of my t-shirt and gaze down at the neon green thong she's wearing underneath her shirt. The same one I saw on her bed yesterday.

God, she will be the death of me.

Laughing in disbelief when she takes off her t-shirt and tosses it to the floor, I don't even know where to begin. Her pussy looks so damn good in that thong though.

Dropping to my knees in front of her, I tug her body towards me on the bed so that the neon green thong is right in front of my face, and I can see her chest rising and falling rapidly with anticipation.

Of course I've watched porn before, and I've seen this done plenty of times, but I've never done it. I've never tasted it, but she looks like a god damn meal right now.

"If I suck, will you tell me?" I ask.

"Ethan, you're not going to suck."

"No, I mean, if I'm not doing something you like, I want you to tell me. I won't be offended. Girls like it different ways, right? I want you to tell me what feels best for you."

She smiles from ear to ear, propping herself up onto her elbows. "You're too sweet for your own good. I promise I'll let you know, okay?"

Pulling her thong to the side, her pussy is bare and fucking beautiful. It's already glistening, and I don't have any self control left in me. My mouth is craving to be on her, and as soon as my tongue touches her clit, her back arches off the bed. Responsive as hell.

I want to explore every part of her, so I run my tongue down her slit to gather the wetness, and holy fuck. I'm laughing before I can even breathe.

"What?" Her eyes pop open, eyeing me with a death stare. "Why are you laughing?"

"I just..." I let out a sigh and shake my head. "I thought it was supposed to taste gross or something, but you taste like... pineapple."

She smirks. "I drink pineapple juice every morning."

Fucking hell. I'm going to be doing this a lot. I don't have time for talking anymore, so I bury my head between her thighs again, loving the way her little quiet moans sound.

"Put your tongue all the way in." She pleads.

I do exactly as I'm told, and that seems to do the trick. Maya cusses and her hands grip onto my hair, tugging hard, but I love every second of this. My face is wet as hell, and my dick is hard as a rock.

"Yesssss." She drawls and throws her head back, her fingers never letting go of my hair. "Just like that, Ethan. Fuck, don't stop. I'm gonna come."

Fuck, I want to taste it. I want to drown in her, so I speed up my tongue and dive even deeper, and that's when I feel her tighten. She did this when we had sex too right before she came, so I'm pretty sure she's close.

Just as I predicted, a wave of wetness crashes against my tongue, and I lap up every last drop. I don't want to stop, so I continue licking her clit, her slit, and back inside of her.

"Oh my god." She giggles. "Yes, baby. Make me come again."

Baby.

The nickname rings in my head, and fucking wedding bells sound off. I want to marry her right now. If I had a ring, I'd already be on one knee. For now, giving her another orgasm will have to do.

She's squirming beneath me, and suddenly she sits up and crawls off of the bed, pushing me down onto my back in the spot she just was. "My turn." She whispers greedily, and in one quick tug, she springs my dick free from my boxers.

Seeing her between my legs is the hottest sight I've ever seen. I've had wet dreams about this before, but now that it's a reality? I'm done for. I almost come when she grips onto my dick.

"I won't last long at all." I blurt out. "Just fair warning."

"Good." She smiles. "I'll get to taste you sooner, then."

I can't respond because her tongue is on my dick. That mouth of hers is wrapped around me, and the feeling is unlike anything I've ever felt before. All of my nerves are on edge, the amount of pleasure almost too much.

Thrusting my hips up to push in deeper, she doesn't shy away. Instead, she takes every inch of me, and when she brings her eyes up to mine, she's got this sexy expression that is absolutely to die for. I clutch onto her head as I continue to thrust, and almost instantly, I feel my climax approaching. Fucking her mouth is so much hotter than I anticipated.

She goes all the way down until I reach the back of her throat, and then she gags, and holy fuck I'm going to come.

"Can I come in your mouth?" I plead, and when she nods eagerly, I set off like a rocket, wrapping my fingers in her bun, practically ripping it out as I try to calm myself down. She continues to suck me though to get every last drop — until I'm so sensitive that I have to pull away.

Maybe it's because that was the best orgasm I've ever had, or maybe it's because I'm trying to distract myself from my fight with Cameron, but I tug her down onto the bed with me and part her legs again. "Mind if I go again?"

"Mmm...." She stretches out onto the mattress with a satisfied smile, and I don't think I've ever seen her look so happy. "You don't ever have to ask permission to eat me out, Ethan. It's yours whenever you want it."

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