ya know how i've been getting all worked up over morgan
well
i think i know the reason why we stopped being friends
there were signs of this happening a while back, back during june and july 2018:

and then august was the big one:

we both changed a shit ton and we stopped understanding each other and yeah we grew apart.
i've been holding on for a while
but i think
now i'm seriously gonna let go
they blocked me on everything so i don't have a choice anyway lol
but i get it
i was kind of a shitty friend back then
i remember when they wanted to change their name and i was a bitch about it and i wouldn't call them by the name they wanted to be called by
i don't do that anymore so yeah
then i was mean about something that i can't remember just because i was out of it bc 4 hours of sleep and crying

so i was kind of a bitch and a shit friend
but our friendship was the best when i wasn't like that
so
i'm glad it happened, and i'm sad it's gone, but i have to let go.
i'm not gonna get worked up over this anymore.
i'm gonna be fine.

👍
thanks for supporting me through all this shit, it means a lot to me
*hugs*
i love y'all!

Ps: while we're on the topic of morgan, i have some other things from our hangouts

so i knew i wasn't cis back in june, right?
well

ok so i thought i was a bit ace
i'm not but to all you aces: y'all are gREAT AND I LUV YOU
then

i'm 95% sure they suspected i was bi before i did XD
must've been rADIATING off of me
i remember back then mykie joked once that he needed to find me a girl so i'd be bi
seemed a bit insensitive but i mean
found my girl y'know?

heh

oh, and!

back in june i was scared of drugs and shit like that
but now i'm like

ay pass the blunt

Me then: eW DRUGS GET THEM AWAY FROM ME MORGAN PROTECT ME
Me now: *jokingly* Ay pass the pot I need a hit

sKSKSKSKSKSKSK

yeah so
today ends the day of the Morgan Depression Saga
yay?
i'm glad i don't have to be sad about this anymore.

bye y'all, love youuuuuu!! ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️