I stood there wide eyed, not knowing if I had heard that correctly.

I must have been hearing wrong. How the fuck would they say what I think they just said?! I've done everything I could to prevent this from happening so how?

"What are you talking about?" I ask, trying to play dumb but they weren't having it as Jin stepped forward and flicked me in the forehead.

"Why the fuck do you have an onlyfans and more importantly, why are you hiding it like it's life or death?" he asks, pushing past me to get into the house.

"How did you find out?" I sigh as they pile in one by one.

Yoongi speaks up then. "I happen to be close friends with someone who works with y/n. They told me her boyfriend has an onlyfans and well, her boyfriend just so happens to be our best friend."

I pulled in my bottom lip, shifting from one foot to the other.

"Well, now that you know, I'll never hear the end of it. It's nothing, okay? I started one day forever ago and it took off more then I thought it would. I never intended for it to get this big and by time I regretted it, it was too late so I just kept going with it." I say and I see some of the guys starting to laugh just as I knew they would.

"Onlyfans though, really? You really wanted to show off, huh." Namjoon says, referring to the main thing they had seen.

"This is why I didn't tell you guys." I huff, knowing they would never let me live this down now.

"Hey, you do you. It's your life. I just wish I could have lived my without seeing your dick." Jungkook says and the others laugh at his comment, agreeing.

I flip them off as we make our way to the couch and sit down.

Of course, the questions were just getting started.

"So, is y/n okay with you having an onlyfans?" Jin asks, his eyes jotting to y/n instantly.

"It's cool." Is all y/n says and I can tell right away she's nervous now that they know. She didn't want them to piece it back to her and I full understood that.

Like I said, her privacy is most important to me and I won't let them know anything she doesn't want them to know.

"So then you don't care that he sleeps with other people? I know you guys are dating and all so I'm just curious." Jin says and I can tell he's pushing the topic a little too much.

I wasn't sure if that was because of how he use to feel about y/n or if it's just because he was just that nosy.

"It's not a big deal." She says and that confirms she doesn't want them knowing it's her in the videos and I was 100% okay with that.

Whatever y/n wanted, I'd go along with. After all, it's totally up to her if she tells people or not. It's not my place to say.

"Well whatever works for you guys then. I'm sure the money coming in is nice." Namjoon says as he leans back into the couch with a grin. "Maybe I should start an onlyfans."

Y/n laughs from beside me and some of the others do too. "Hey money is money." Namjoon says and some of the guys agree.

Although I didn't want the guys finding out, at least they weren't looking down on me because of it. I know how some people can be and the last thing I wanted was them being weirded out or something.

I was glad they were making light hearted jokes about it and not making it weird.

That was the one thing I had worried about and now I felt a huge weight lifted off my shoulders.

Now that I no longer had this to worry about, the only thing I had to worry about currently was when and how I was going to tell y/n I love her.

I didn't want to drop it randomly and scare her away but at the same time, I wanted to make it special and have her know I was sincere about it.

Y/n is an amazing person and I'm excited to see where things go with her. I'm just nervous she won't feel the same way I do and I have no idea what I'll do if that's the case.

I just have to hope for the best and hope things turn out in my favor.

The remainder of the day, we all hang out together. Of course the guys cracked a few jokes here and there but overall, they didn't seem to care and I was insanely happy about that.

Now that the giant elephant was out of the room I no longer felt uncomfortable about it. I was definitely excited to continue making content with y/n and doing what I've always done.

Of course onlyfans isn't forever so the main thing I wanted to focus on now, is y/n.

I'm thinking the best way to drop this I love you is to make a special day for just the two of us and when the time is right, tell her.

Y/n is very important to me and so I just really hopes this goes well.

Fingers crossed!